May 29, 2007 01:07
so this year's almost over
crazy, it seems like the year's just getting started
most may perceive me as accomplishing nothing this whole school year
besides reaching the goal of partying harder and harder each weekend to make myself retarded
as much as that may make me seem like a huge, well goal-oriented idiot
i feel that i have accomplished a lot
i have stronger friendships now than i ever have in my whole life
i love these kids to pieces, they're my second family, might as well be blood
from it being able to drive aimlessly listening to tom petty and 90's rap singing our hearts out
to all falling asleep on one bed all sharing a blanket after school because we're worn out from a long weekend
and to drinking endless fifths of vodka in one night having to babysit one another
it's been the time of my life
i've hand picked the people that i need to live
and have thrown away those who only interfere with my goal to live life to it's fullest and be completely happy
i am done with self centered ass holes
all i need is this summer with my friends and family
and perhaps a few cold beverages
to have the time of my life
next year we will be graduating
and i couldn't be more excited to grow up and move on with my life all on my own
but i don't know if i can do it by myself
it's scary realizing that soon i'll have to do something with my life
what am i going to do without the people that have grown to make up half of who i am?
well i guess i have one more year to make the best of it
cheers