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[sublimex43]

the past three nights
i have been able to get only about two hours of sleep
tops
not by choice
simply because i just wake up
wide away
after about an hour and fourty five minutes
but only after attempting to sleep
after morning fall
it's getting ridiculous

i was supposed to be on my way to somerset right now
yeah
well my mom is one who never fails to make sure
your ass is out of bed over an hour before we leave somewhere
she hates being late
well her usual awakenings
sadly failed this morning
giving me thirty minutes
and even if i wasn't done showering etc
which i knew i wouldn't be
she would leave without me
so i didn't even attempt
and instead pouted
about looking forward to today for a good half week now
actually being very enxious to hanging out with my mom and sister
and it never hurts to go to somerset either
god i am lame

and i am frustrated
with everyone
all of these foolish boys
all of them
are so ungodly irritating
frustrating
i could just scream until my lungs burst

i don't know when the hell i work

actually
i don't think i want to even work
random times of the day
for no hours
maybe three times a week
if im lucky
for a paycheck of about twelve dollars
to get me through two weeks

i'm just complaining today
i'm raggin soon
and just having pms