if the world is falling down, it may as well crash with me

[sublimetime]

my pure evil roommate heather and her minions decided i was doing drugs and told the RA who told the building supervisor. counselor drug evaluations, petitioning for a move, and sadness, loneliness, and misery to follow. and the wind cries mary and the tears fall from the sky which makes me feel better because maybe God is crying because he/she is sad for me which makes me feel better because i was alone in the stairwell crying on the phone to dave thinking maybe this all happened because i ate meat on monday when it was my religious holiday and i wasn't supposed to but God can't be mad if he/she's crying for me? i hope everyone isn't out to get me but maybe they are. maybe they are. i'd like to run away someday.

WHEN I'M NUMB, NATURAL ONE