always ten feet tall
"i've never felt so not lonely, and if this could be real right now, then everyday for the rest of my life i will search for moments full of you. let's hope tomorrow won't cave in because i'm looking for someone to change me; and you make me feel so tall. i always want to be this tall."
i wish more than anything that i could say that to someone right now. a lot of the time, you think something might be, or could be perfect, if only the right circumstances presented themselves. but i guess i just don't have enough luck, i'm hardly ever in the right place at the right time. i want to be surrounded by some sort of new clarity or understanding. everything is always so unclear. i need to learn how to appreciate the process; if there even is one.
(i should tell you that i'm sorry.)
"so i am reminded of things i've forgotten
the way doors can open and people just walk in."
i wish. i wish. i wish.
i wish more than anything that i could say that to someone right now. a lot of the time, you think something might be, or could be perfect, if only the right circumstances presented themselves. but i guess i just don't have enough luck, i'm hardly ever in the right place at the right time. i want to be surrounded by some sort of new clarity or understanding. everything is always so unclear. i need to learn how to appreciate the process; if there even is one.
(i should tell you that i'm sorry.)
"so i am reminded of things i've forgotten
the way doors can open and people just walk in."
i wish. i wish. i wish.