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I took my friends idea. Someone took all my seagrams 7 so I popped a few too many painpills. I am FEEEEEELING GOOOOOOOD.
I want anyone who reads this to tell me why they think I do these self destructive things. Please reply. I am constantly trying to do the right thing and make myself a better person, but I just cant do it. I am away from all my friends and family and I have no support anymore. Everyone wants me to be there for them but no one can ever be there for me. It hurts sometimes. I'm all depressed now Why did I start talking about this??????? I just know its going to make me more depressed and lead to more self destructive behavior. I dont know. I CANT TAKE THIS MUCH LONGER!!!!!!!!!!!! help me.
I met someone who I think is good for me. Her name is emma. I like her alot. I hope she doesnt leave me when she slowly discovers how fucked my psyche is...
I guess you dont want to read anymore of my drugged out ramblings. Im sorry.
This is NOT a suicidal cry for help. But if you want to call me and talk feel free to do so.
I want anyone who reads this to tell me why they think I do these self destructive things. Please reply. I am constantly trying to do the right thing and make myself a better person, but I just cant do it. I am away from all my friends and family and I have no support anymore. Everyone wants me to be there for them but no one can ever be there for me. It hurts sometimes. I'm all depressed now Why did I start talking about this??????? I just know its going to make me more depressed and lead to more self destructive behavior. I dont know. I CANT TAKE THIS MUCH LONGER!!!!!!!!!!!! help me.
I met someone who I think is good for me. Her name is emma. I like her alot. I hope she doesnt leave me when she slowly discovers how fucked my psyche is...
I guess you dont want to read anymore of my drugged out ramblings. Im sorry.
This is NOT a suicidal cry for help. But if you want to call me and talk feel free to do so.