where is this world going...
I am all together feeling good but there are just to many things that bother me right now? I have single handedly started a chain reaction that has some how made one of my friends the victim. What am I supposed to do. I do not want this. I did not do what I did to make people miserable. I wanted happiness, fun, adventure, and maybe sometimes moments I could tell my children. Instead my actions rip apart at least two friendships. It has torn apart the sexy six which was something I do not know if I can live with out any longer. And maybe the worst of all someone may have a view on me that I definitly do not want. If anything I wanted that person to see me maybe not cool, but a good view that they could like. I dunno...I guess I have fucked myself over like a neo-nazi in a black panther meeting. I just am so annoyed with the effect this action caused. I mean I thought everyone would live in peace. Oh yeah my day was ok....