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i went on a little mission today... i cant help but be an asshole i guess... i mena i am always the one getting in trouble for going on heresay and not believeing the truth... well this morning my eyes saw the truth... standing in the doorway house of the girl i love so much my heart sank to the floor and i turned my back and walked away... it wouldnt be so hard if she would have just told me this is what she wanted ya know... instead of trying to keep me around for whatever reason she had... but i refuse to be led on by this... i refuse to let myself still love someone who most obviously changed her mind... this has got to be the worst day of my life...