Mar 27, 2005 19:49
Why is it that parents don't let their kids do what they want? I mean, so what if i dont wanna fuckin eat a huge turkey dinner for this stupid "holiday?" Now that i feel fucking disgusting im gonna go try to keep moving to lose these goddamn calories without getting wicked bad stomach cramps.
And who the fuck cares if i do wanna kill myself?? So my parents might be a little sad for a while. But they would know that it's what i wanted. no, i dont want them to be sad, but if i killed myself, they would know that i wanted to die. i no longer want to be alive.
did i ever?
i doubt it.