Aug 16, 2004 12:44
Ok, So I havent updated in a long while...sorry, Ive been busy. I took American Lit this summer and like the word nerd I am I got an A in it and got a frickin B in Music Appreciation. anyways..I just got out of Band Camp, it went surprisingly well...I was scared to death of being captain,,but its been so much fun so far. In Winter Guard season every one on the guard fucking HATED me with a passion, except for Brandon, of course. But I found out the other day it was ALL because of the other captain ,not naming any names (CourtneyWood). She told everyone half truths, exaggerations, and lies. She told everyone that our instructor told her that I wasnt going to be a captain, and that the only reason i got it was because I cried...?? ehh. WRONG. then she would tell people that I hated them and said this and that about them... none of which was ever true..I liked everyone which is what made it SO hard on me to know that they ALL hated me. Its nice to know now that it wasnt all because I am a type A personality and all that mess. But its also kind of scary to think that someone you trusted and thought to be your friend could do something like that to you and you not even be aware of it. Maybe deep down I knew but didnt want to admit it. Anyway, The other Captain and I are getting along great and so far Im not hated...On other subjects Chris is home from NEW MEXICO. I missed him so much!!! It was hard going through that first week of being Captain and having so many good things (for once) to talk about and not have him here to listen. Anyway, im about to get off here and go over to Brookwood and get my schedule (IF I have one). Then I have to write some flag work to thriller...YAY! and then go to band from 5-9 pm. and hopefully hang out wit my babe after that. It was nice updating again.