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[sublimegrle]

this is so not me but all i want to do right now is crawl into a really comfortable bed with fluffy pillows and fluffy blankets and cry and watch every movie ever made so i never had to get up. and just never do or see anyone ever again.  i don't want to work at chili's.  i don't want to not have my license.  i don't want to go back to court, or jail.  i don't want to deal with anything anymore.  i don't even know why i'm so upset right now, but i am.  my car sucks. and is stranded in grand haven.  i'm suppose to start this job on friday. i don't want to.  i don't want to work. but i do want to work.  i don't want to have to follow some stupid rules like one inch earings! wtf. no gaudy jewlery. wtf. i don't own any non-gaudy jewlery.  no crazy nailpolish. wtf. one earing per ear. wtf.

today sucks.
i can't wait until tomorrow starts.
i just want to hug someone.
or go down the street, not across the street.