"I think I'm broken"
Well. I don't know what to do anymore...suprise suprise. Life has so many twists and turns; you never really know what direction to go. You learn new things everyday whether it be good or bad. I've realized you can never fully trust anyone because if you do you're more than likely going to be hurt in the end...that's just the way things seem to work out...sucks. Not saying that anything is going wrong in my life I'm just rambling. I've come to realize that I am a very indecisive person indeed but who isn't? I suppose it depends on the circumstances.
My arms are killing me. It's not even just my arms it seems like my whole upper body just wants to ache. All I know is it's sturring up my emotions. Hung out with Matt and Beth a couple days ago. It was a good time. We went everywhere. There were good moments and then there were the quiet moments. Quiet times are nice every once in a while. Later we went to Amy and Doug's to visit the little ones and steal their bikes. I rode in the carriage thing you put kids in and then I switched with Matt. Twas very fun and amusing. Good work out also.
Exactly 2 weeks left of school and then I'm done until Fall. I'm pretty excited about that. Senior year wasn't all what it was cracked out to be. It sucked actually. There's been way too much drama. Too much stress from other petty little things. I can't wait until it's over. Sometimes I sort of wish I would have stayed in my art classes and orchestra at Fairfield. Then again, I wouldn't have met the people I know now. So the past couple years have had it's pro's and con's. Unfortunately, more con's than pro's this year.
I applied for a new job at Bed Bath & Beyond. I haven't heard from them yet. I had to make a resume online. Hopefully that's what's taking them so long. It's only been 2 days. I hate Dick's now because it's just high school drama he said she said crap but these people aren't high schoolers they're all middle aged adults. It seems like I just can't get away from it.
I think I need to start going to church. Maybe church will be good for me. Even if I have to go alone I will go. I'll take note of going to church sometime soon.
Oh my goodness I just don't know what to do with myself.
Doctors appointment today went well I guess.
My arms are killing me. It's not even just my arms it seems like my whole upper body just wants to ache. All I know is it's sturring up my emotions. Hung out with Matt and Beth a couple days ago. It was a good time. We went everywhere. There were good moments and then there were the quiet moments. Quiet times are nice every once in a while. Later we went to Amy and Doug's to visit the little ones and steal their bikes. I rode in the carriage thing you put kids in and then I switched with Matt. Twas very fun and amusing. Good work out also.
Exactly 2 weeks left of school and then I'm done until Fall. I'm pretty excited about that. Senior year wasn't all what it was cracked out to be. It sucked actually. There's been way too much drama. Too much stress from other petty little things. I can't wait until it's over. Sometimes I sort of wish I would have stayed in my art classes and orchestra at Fairfield. Then again, I wouldn't have met the people I know now. So the past couple years have had it's pro's and con's. Unfortunately, more con's than pro's this year.
I applied for a new job at Bed Bath & Beyond. I haven't heard from them yet. I had to make a resume online. Hopefully that's what's taking them so long. It's only been 2 days. I hate Dick's now because it's just high school drama he said she said crap but these people aren't high schoolers they're all middle aged adults. It seems like I just can't get away from it.
I think I need to start going to church. Maybe church will be good for me. Even if I have to go alone I will go. I'll take note of going to church sometime soon.
Oh my goodness I just don't know what to do with myself.
Doctors appointment today went well I guess.