day in and day out
At this point of my life i am just going through so much. Sadness, Heart ache, Loss of Life my cousins and what seems my own, I am not at all myself right now and have not been for the past couple of weeks..give or take a month or two..i have no hope and no family...but still like that i continue to live. To wake up next to no one..have one day just chance the course of my life forever it is all to familiar and yet so much a shock. Its easy to have a solution to a problem that can be fixed..but should we take actions into our own hands when it should be some higher beings power to mend the wound that even a mortal can fix. I thought long and hard yesterday on how easy it is to escape a world I no longer want to live in, a life I no longer desire to live,to posses. You see it is so easy to have an answer for a problem with thousands of solutions but still like that what answer i might see right "HE" may see as wrong, what then?.. will the problem not be solved..yes it would be.
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