Another Sad Story

Jan 28, 2007 20:29

Music.

I can't do it. I'm not smart enough or strong enough to do everything myself. I can talk it, but I can't walk it. And I feel so bad that I don't call my brother often, I don't talk to my boy Dope anymore, and I'm drowning in guilt. I hyped every up for nothing. I'm sorry.

Erica.

I don't wanna be fucked up anymore. I wanna fall in love, but not before I see her again. I don't wanna feel like were getting closer just because I hate this place so much. I want it to be real and natural. I hold off from saying things I might not mean right now. The L-Word has layed on the tip of my lips. And why? Because I think shes the only person who likes me for me. And that might be because I'm here. So I don't even know if I can trust my feelings right now. I want to see her now. I wanna dance with her and hold her hands. I wanna look into her eyes and kiss her lips. I want all these feelings to be the same when April comes.

Military

I'll stay in if I have to. I have no idea what direction my life is going in. When your unhappy your future becomes very cloudy.
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