Barely Alive

Nov 16, 2006 15:07

Well I guess I can step out of retirement for a bit what do you say?? It sucks that I finally get enough time to write and all I have is bad things to say. I'm not doing so good. I've been battling some depression and anexity promlems since I got back from Iraq. I'm taking medicine and trying to drive on through all these twists and turns. The side effects are horrible and it's tearing me apart. Nausea, drowsiness, dry mouth, tremors, lack of appitete, and "weird dreams". It's been rough and I have no idea how I'm surviving this long. I'm seriously going nuts. I'm glad I'm making music though. My mic is not working yet, but I have some beats I'm constructing on the drum machine. Time I can beat these side effects I can stay awake long enough to make some good progress. I miss you guys. Especially Erica. We used to talk almost everyday. I miss her jokes and funny IMS and everything else about her. So if you read this Erica hit me up.

My number out here is :49 + 15152277498

I'm six hours ahead so watch clock lol. Anyone else is free to call if you wanna pay the international fees. I hope I get to hop on and read Ivanna's and Kat's frequent posts. I Love you all. Peace and take care.
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