Live life through life to find life.

Jun 20, 2006 16:24

Busy busy weekend. Whew!! Jesse, Ashley, and I went to the Camerata oops I mean Morano's. It's actually pretty cool. It's the same downstairs but upstairs instead of class rooms there's a bar. I had an amazing long island ice tea and watched the 30 year old's dance their goofy dances. I think it's going to be a new hang out however I don't want to drink every weekend. After we were all warmed up and ready for Aaron's party it had already started before we got home. It wasn't much of a party just a couple of Aaron's friends and my friends. It was alot of fun. I passed out on the couch until Devon's phone went off (which I don't remember) and then I went to bed. I must of been in zombie sleep mode because I don't remember getting up at all. Ashley and Jesse left early for some odd reason but he had a softball game to play. The next day was Dad's day. Devon and I made a mad dash to Fricshes (spelling?). I had a yummy cup of joe and a horrible hang over. Devon is a guy who really enjoys fashion. He liked my new high heels I was wearing. We sat and talked forever. Then I dropped him off at his car and went to my Mamaw's. Dad was there of course it was such a good day that was just full of my family. I loved it!! Mamaw made so much yummy food but I couldn't eat I was still ill from the night before. I DO NOT want to spend every weekend of my life like that. Once in awhile is good but every weekend...i don't think so. I miss playing hero clix as geeky as that sounds.

I was so lost in dance class last night. I will never miss another class again!! I barely have my Betty Boop move down. I feel so far behind.

However I was a good girl last night and read 2-3 chapters of the Bible. It makes so much sence and makes you feel so good about yourself and your relationship with God. I couldn't stop reading so I actually fell asleep in my book. I've learned that there are so many things in life to be enjoyed as the fruits of our labors. It's nothing material and it isn't money. It's simply something that is already inside of you and that is self happiness and happiness in God. Who cares if it's collecting stamps that makes you happy. Also be healthy so that you can do the things that you love. I've also discovered that there is a right time and place for everything. There is a time to love, hate, rejoice, cry, and even work. Work so that you can enjoy the fruits that God has given you. I don't want to be a fool who goes out searching for fun because the fun will find me when the time is right. The wiser person will get more out of life than the fool. The wiser person will have a better relationship with the Lord. This all makes sense!! I love it!! This is just what I needed! I've never felt so alive than what I do right now. I wish everyone could feel like this, it's so awesome. I'm totally excited for church on Sunday. I can actually understand what is going on when the pastor speaks. I will not feel rushed to get out I will sit and just listen.
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