Crap

Mar 17, 2006 01:08

I'm feeling pretty lonely lately. My best friend won't talk to me, my boyfriend is never around anymore, and my family is asleep when I'm up. Since I work 3rd shift my social life has gone down hill. I'm not in the same belly dance troupe as I was before because I had always been too tired from working the night before but this didn't matter to them. They have husbands and babies to take care of and being the only single girl in my troupe didn't make matters any better. I just don't understand why they would do this to me? I've always called if I couldn't make it alot of girls just wouldn't show up with no call. I'm sorry if I was ever late because I had to get up in the middle of my night to be at practice. I'm not the only one who had done this crap so why am i the only one getting punished for it? The only thing going for me is my job, education, and dance. Dance because it's about the only thing thats there for me anymore. Just because I don't have a steady troupe it doesn't mean I can't dance.

This is why I've been in a bad mood for the past month. I'm sorry if I've taken it out on anyone.
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