there is this place inside where all the good things die, you make me feel like a whore
just read the cop and the anthem again man that kicks asss
I am really surprised at the current placement of things. I feel so angry sometimes I cant stand it, which makes me sick. All I wanna do is be something else. I get sick just dreaming about how much better things are in other places. I fucking hate crying because it makes me feel like I am reflecting every weak peice of shit bitch I make fun of. I cant stand that my lazyness has dug this huge hole in my life and I just sit there and think about it.....cover it up and pack it down
this song makes me think about all the good times and how they are gone
I am sorry for burning those bridges and I am sorry for being a selfish terrible person and I cant regret those things that I did because that was my choice and I didnt care.
you know how you smell something, like air freshener or lotion or something you used to use a lot and it takes you back to that time for like five seconds and then you sigh and your like 'heh weird' that so happened today and it made me wish I hadnt.
I am sorry that you had to read all that and I am sure I will sure as hell be sorry for writting it later. All I can think about is packing a bag and taking off. I just want so badly to be a part of something real, or to be around people that are real, or to blow my brains out and donate my organs to sick children. Its not like s0me huge terrible event has happened in my life to suddenly snap me into place or make me all retarded like this....maybe thats what I need
I cant explain it
I just miss you so much already and I dont know how I am going to keep going
I am really surprised at the current placement of things. I feel so angry sometimes I cant stand it, which makes me sick. All I wanna do is be something else. I get sick just dreaming about how much better things are in other places. I fucking hate crying because it makes me feel like I am reflecting every weak peice of shit bitch I make fun of. I cant stand that my lazyness has dug this huge hole in my life and I just sit there and think about it.....cover it up and pack it down
this song makes me think about all the good times and how they are gone
I am sorry for burning those bridges and I am sorry for being a selfish terrible person and I cant regret those things that I did because that was my choice and I didnt care.
you know how you smell something, like air freshener or lotion or something you used to use a lot and it takes you back to that time for like five seconds and then you sigh and your like 'heh weird' that so happened today and it made me wish I hadnt.
I am sorry that you had to read all that and I am sure I will sure as hell be sorry for writting it later. All I can think about is packing a bag and taking off. I just want so badly to be a part of something real, or to be around people that are real, or to blow my brains out and donate my organs to sick children. Its not like s0me huge terrible event has happened in my life to suddenly snap me into place or make me all retarded like this....maybe thats what I need
I cant explain it
I just miss you so much already and I dont know how I am going to keep going