Bleh...
Today...kind of sucked...
My allergies are murdering me this week, for one thing. I have a sinus headache ALL THE TIME and I used a whole box of tissues in a day and everything huuuuurts. They're actually slightly better right now, because it rained today, which supressed the pollen I think, but it will eventually become sunny again...hopefully my allergy meds will, I don't know, build up or something. it's much worse this year than it was last year.
And also I have a job interview on Friday, so, STRESS. I'm pretty nervous because I really want this job, and also just A job, I need SOMETHING, argh. So, there's that.
Also I was rejected from another internship...I'm like....damn, I need to get hired SOMEWHERE. So...yeah. Kinda freakin' out about that. Well, there's another job posting I think I'll apply to...it doesn't actually list anything they want, so I'll send a cover letter and a resume and hopefully if they need anything else they'll just ask.
Also I'm trying to finish my introduction that's due on Friday but I don't think it's very good...I'm trying really hard, but...I don't know. It still sounds awkward!
There's another experimental session on Friday...those are actually not bad. I mean, I've been really exhausted and miserable due to allergies this week so they're kind of tough, but it's fun running experiments with my project partners. We have to code all the data now, haha...well...that's tedious but it's not really hard.
Man, I'm just bummed out about being rejected from stuff...I just want to get accepted somewhere. I could be a good worker...I dunno, I just thought my application was actually pretty strong...*sighs* Well...hopefully this interview on Friday will go well...I mean, this job would be SO GREAT, I'm volunteering at the place now and it's really wonderful and I like all the people I've met there and I'm really happy there, you know? And...well, I think I do a pretty good job...and this job has BENEFITS. Actual benefits. Man, I don't care so much about the salary, the benefits are SUPER ATTRACTIVE because then I could have health insurance after I graduate. So...yeah. Fingers crossed! But...well, I get so nervous doing interviews...that probably makes me look weird...nnnngh...
Well...I'm trying, but...even though I'm applying to stuff, it's not like I've applied to a ton of things. I've applied to SOME things, but...some people I know have just applied like EVERYWHERE, and...I don't know, what if I don't get hired ANYWHERE? Nnnngh....there's so many qualified people and so few jobs.
So yeah, I have JOB ANGST. And I feel really sick. Better right now than this morning or yesterday, but...I don't know how it'll be tomorrow. Well, hopefully it'll be better tomorrow morning.
Yeah this was mostly me whining...but this week has been so...bleh. My garbage can overflows with tissues and I'm almost out of Mucinex. ...no wait, I may have another bottle...well, the current one is almost empty. At least I don't have much to do tomorrow except write the introduction. I'll do that, then I'll start writing a cover letter for this other job...and...maybe if I have time start coding some more of the data. ...I really wanna fit some time in for video games, but...can't be slacking off and all that. ALAS. Well...maybe if I get everything done early.
So yeah, whiny LIFE UPDATES. Ta-da.
My allergies are murdering me this week, for one thing. I have a sinus headache ALL THE TIME and I used a whole box of tissues in a day and everything huuuuurts. They're actually slightly better right now, because it rained today, which supressed the pollen I think, but it will eventually become sunny again...hopefully my allergy meds will, I don't know, build up or something. it's much worse this year than it was last year.
And also I have a job interview on Friday, so, STRESS. I'm pretty nervous because I really want this job, and also just A job, I need SOMETHING, argh. So, there's that.
Also I was rejected from another internship...I'm like....damn, I need to get hired SOMEWHERE. So...yeah. Kinda freakin' out about that. Well, there's another job posting I think I'll apply to...it doesn't actually list anything they want, so I'll send a cover letter and a resume and hopefully if they need anything else they'll just ask.
Also I'm trying to finish my introduction that's due on Friday but I don't think it's very good...I'm trying really hard, but...I don't know. It still sounds awkward!
There's another experimental session on Friday...those are actually not bad. I mean, I've been really exhausted and miserable due to allergies this week so they're kind of tough, but it's fun running experiments with my project partners. We have to code all the data now, haha...well...that's tedious but it's not really hard.
Man, I'm just bummed out about being rejected from stuff...I just want to get accepted somewhere. I could be a good worker...I dunno, I just thought my application was actually pretty strong...*sighs* Well...hopefully this interview on Friday will go well...I mean, this job would be SO GREAT, I'm volunteering at the place now and it's really wonderful and I like all the people I've met there and I'm really happy there, you know? And...well, I think I do a pretty good job...and this job has BENEFITS. Actual benefits. Man, I don't care so much about the salary, the benefits are SUPER ATTRACTIVE because then I could have health insurance after I graduate. So...yeah. Fingers crossed! But...well, I get so nervous doing interviews...that probably makes me look weird...nnnngh...
Well...I'm trying, but...even though I'm applying to stuff, it's not like I've applied to a ton of things. I've applied to SOME things, but...some people I know have just applied like EVERYWHERE, and...I don't know, what if I don't get hired ANYWHERE? Nnnngh....there's so many qualified people and so few jobs.
So yeah, I have JOB ANGST. And I feel really sick. Better right now than this morning or yesterday, but...I don't know how it'll be tomorrow. Well, hopefully it'll be better tomorrow morning.
Yeah this was mostly me whining...but this week has been so...bleh. My garbage can overflows with tissues and I'm almost out of Mucinex. ...no wait, I may have another bottle...well, the current one is almost empty. At least I don't have much to do tomorrow except write the introduction. I'll do that, then I'll start writing a cover letter for this other job...and...maybe if I have time start coding some more of the data. ...I really wanna fit some time in for video games, but...can't be slacking off and all that. ALAS. Well...maybe if I get everything done early.
So yeah, whiny LIFE UPDATES. Ta-da.