Senior Thesis
So Friday was the Senior Thesis exhibition. I was terrified as hell and still am. I just hope I pass, if I pass with a C I will not complain at all. And then--the JOB INTERVIEW on MONDAY! AAAAUUURRGGHHH! With Ed! And I have to have my portfolio done then. And the square and my pyramid. And not to mention my paintings! If I could pass everything with a C I would be the happiest person ever, I don't even care if it would bring my GPA down. Although, I--dare to dream--would wish that I would make an A in Ed's class so I could say I always made an A in his classes. But if they let me pass I'm not going to complain too much. If I do I am so taking the summer to improve my porfolio. Hopefully we can do something really cool in Collaborative. Well assuming I get in now.
If I don't pass everything I think I'm going to say screw it, get my shit together, take my English major and Art minor and just get out to Texas. After putting in all this work, even at the last minute, if I don't pass I'm not going to do it again. I don't think I can, I don't think I can deal with it. I barely think I can deal with Monday and Tuesday anyway, I am so scared.
If I don't pass everything I think I'm going to say screw it, get my shit together, take my English major and Art minor and just get out to Texas. After putting in all this work, even at the last minute, if I don't pass I'm not going to do it again. I don't think I can, I don't think I can deal with it. I barely think I can deal with Monday and Tuesday anyway, I am so scared.