Dec 06, 2009 23:37
I know there's nothing I could've done to have prevented it from happening. But I wasn't there for you. I feel terrible. There's a lump in my stomach every time I think about what an ass I've been to you. Sorry. I wish there was more I could say to express my feelings. I'm feeling really really really sorry. But I already expired my sorries, they are useless now.
I hate the way I treated you.
hate myself for not being there for you