ok..

May 26, 2003 21:32

time for an update post thing..

didnt go dirtbiking this weekend, i stayed home and helped my rents take care of my brother's triplets.. i had to do alot of artwork too.. haha, like im not already a geek, i helped my friend build some maps for counter strike (an online video game for those of you who dont know).. hahaha.. im drawing all the custom textures for the maps... wo0t

also broke out my carpentry skills and built cabinets for my mom.. haha.. this wierd thing for the barbeque too.. out of oak.. damn it was heavy.. you dont realize it when yer building it in the garage that you have to carry it up 2 flights of stairs.. haha..

well, this is the beginning of the end.. er.. well its the beginning of my vacation from one job.. im taking around two weeks paid vacation from the college job.. so i can make some more money working more hours at the other one.. also breaking down and getting a third job since theres no hope of me being hired on full time at the college. im going to see how long i can do this.. im gonna have major budget problems coming up here soon, so im making sure ill be somewhat prepared.. but im a slacker.. so 10 bux says i just piss away this chance.. i tend to screw my life up by doing stupid shit anyways.... i at least make a valient try at being responsible, thats the reason i didnt go dirtbike this weekend cause i have to start watching how much i spend on stupid stuff.. i gotta pinch the pennys, so no more "fun will with kung fu action grip".. from now on its "all work no play Will with repeatitive motion sendrom" ... hey, at least i wont think so damn much.. ill be too busy to.

yeah, about that thinking too much.. how do i get rid of that? trauma to the head? maybe go riding without my helmet will do the trick.. cause fuck, i cant seem to stop it. its not anyones fault, its my own.. i get thoughts in my head, i see myself in a certain situation.. and bam, no bueno.. but so it goes.. i get over it. ive noticed i get into those situations even tho i know it wont work out.. oh well, id rather try for something i really want and fail, then not try at all.. whoa, im a cliche! cool...

change of subject.. "hey look over there!"

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