[ One-shot] First Love
title- First Love
Pairing- Yasu/Subaru
Rating-G
Summary- Shota and Subaru form a friendship durning school and soon Shota realizes his feelings are much more than a friendship and is afriad to confess to him.
I didn't know him for long..but it didn't take me long to like him.There was something about him, something that made him different from the other people, was it is attitude or was it is ability to make you laugh? Well what ever it was, it made me want to be near him all the time, when I first noticed him he was talking to some people in the room, that day was the first day I ever talked to him and never forgot a single word he said.
I walked up to him slowly, making sue not to interrupt the conversation he was having with the people and waited for them to leave him alone. He looked like he was annoyed with them, so I waited. Finally the two left and I made my way over to him, I smiled gently at him and he blinked, was it weird for me to talk to him? Are new students suppose to wait til someone talks to them? I didn't really think of it but maybe that's how it goes but I still went and said something anyways, "Im Yasuda Shota, I'm new here..so I would like to introduce myself." Bowing to him. He rubbed the back of his head and then stuck out his hand and I took it, shaking his.
"Im Su-ba-ru, you know like the car!" He told me, trying to make a joke that wasn't all that funny, but I laughed anyways nodding. "So you're new? That explains why I've never see you around here..I could have swore you were a girl though, you're too cute to be a boy." Subaru grinned, trying to make a joke again but I wasn't laughing.
"I am not a girl..I'm a b-o-y, you know like you, well maybe, I mean with that long hair of yours.."I grinned,he laughed and patted my back gently,
"I'll have you know, girls like my hair." He stated and I just laughed,
"Yeah..okay, if they are blind." I joked,he rolled his eyes at me and then after time we slowly became best friends just by the short greeting.
I waited outside his class, sighing, I don't like waiting. He ran out and looked at me,"Ah sorry Yasu! I had to stay after, I fell asleep..again." He said making shifty eyes,"I can't help it..I get bored." He grinned at me and I grabbed his hand, walking outside and went to go get something to eat.
"Yasuuuuuuu...Yasuuuuu! You're like quite!" He told me, and I looked at him with no smile or anything.
"Its nothing..I've just got some family issues right now.." I reassured him and he sighed.
"We are best friends, best friends can tell each other anything, ne?" Subaru smiled.I sighed and nodded,
"Well my parents..they are getting a divorce..because my dad has been drinking heavily again.." I said as I wiped my eyes, I didn't want to cry, not in front of him but I couldn't help it. He then moved next to me, wrapping an arm around my shoulder, pulling me to his side,looking at me. I hid my face fro him, not letting him see but I already knew he knew I was going to burst into tears and at the moment he walked me to his house and I sniffled, "I thought we were going to eat out today?" I asked him, while trying to think of something else. He looked at me and shook his head,
"Nah..well you thought wrong." Subaru said with a small smile. We got to his house, it was empty as usual. He lived on his own, he took me to the couch and sat me down, "Now you need to calm down..I'll make some tea.." He said as he left the living room to make the tea. I sat there, knee's pulled to my chest,resting my head on my knee's,trying to think of other things ad as my mind wondered I picked him out of my head and started to think about him, thinking of him kept my mind off of bad things,whenever I think about him..it seems like it's all okay..even if it's just for a little while. He came back with a cup of tea and set it on the table, I looked at him and smiled,"Thanks.." Was all I could say and he nodded, sitting baxck on the couch, I took a small sip of the tea and leaned lightly onto his shoulder, He smiled,
"Feeling better,yasu?" He asked me, I nodded still leaning on him, he felt warm and I was comfortable around him, he made me feel safe..too,he put his arm around me and I felt my face turn a slight pink because this was the first time we were ever this close..and this was the first time I realized I had feelings for him.
I woke up, not in my house but in his,had I fallen asleep in here? Oh crap..I must have. My parents were going to kill me. I sat up, looking around for him, did he leave? I then heard a loud noise coming from the kitchen, I jumped up from the couch and went into the kitchen, he was holding his hand to himself and glared, "God damn it!" He yelled and I looked at him, it looked like he burned himself trying to cook breakfast, I watched as he was in pain, the expression on his face make me crack up at it, I covered my mouth trying to muffle the laughing,he looked at me, "What's so funny?" He askd,running his hand under cold water, "I'm so glad you find my pain so funny,yasu." He glared,I couldn't answer because I was laughing so hard. His hair was up and was that an apron on him? Oh this is to much for me.
"Y-your face..and..everything..its just so funny..I-I could never picture you cooking!" I joked and he turned to me,
"Well fine then you don't have to eat." He said
I blinked, "Huh..you made this for me?" I asked.
"Well no duh,dummy." He said as he say down at the table, I joined him and looked at the food that was there, I looked at him and his head was laying on the table,
"All this hard work and I get laughed at..no thank you..or anything, I see how it is Yasu!" Subaru said to me as I leaned over, kissing his cheek softly and smiled,
"Thank you~" I told him as I began to eat the food, I finished it all and smiled, "Wow that was really good!"Saying as I patted my stomach. He looked at me and grinned like he had just done something amazing, which he did..but still, the smile made me blush deeply, he had never smiled like that before in front of me. I thought in my head if I should tell him that I had feelings for him but I decided not too, I didn't want to ruin our friendship, so I just smiled back and pretended.
This day was special, it was my birthday, I decided to hang out with Subaru because my parents were to busy settling the divorce papers,but they did give me a happy birthday card at least they didn't completely forget it. I walked out of my house and was attacked by Subaru, he sprung up from the front and began to sing happy birthday to me, right in front of my house. His voice was different,I liked it, it sounded beautiful, very powerful when he sang and I could listen to him sing for hours. I looked at him and smiled as he ended the birthday song and my face felt so hot, was I blushing again? I hope it wasn't noticeable but it probably was, I clapped for him and went down to where he was standing, "that..was.." I couldn't find the words to say, he smiled back warmly, I was still blushing from earlier and now i was sure I was blushing more, if that was possible. He pulled me into a hug and whispered happy birthday to me, I didn't want him to stop holding me, I felt so warm and with every hug he ever gave me, it felt real, sincere and loving, as he pulled away from the hug, I wish he didn't, I wanted him to hold me just a little big longer.
He looked at me and saw my red face and smiled, "Aw..that's so cute. You're blushing!" He said as I covered my face, he pulled my hands away and laughed, "No, don't hide your face, it's cute~" Subaru nodded, "Oh yeah! I got you a present! I hope you like it!" He said as he pulled out a white box with a red ribbon on it, even the box looked pretty, I didn't want to ruin it so I made sure to open it carefully. When I finally got into the box, I pulled out a long black box and I blinked at him, "Open it." He said and I held my breath as I did, looking at the silver necklace with a half heart on the end of the chain and my eyes went wide, it had a S on the heart, I looked at him and I couldn't speak and finally some words come out,
"T-This..is..Thank you!"I said, wrapping my arms around him tightly, "Thank you, Thank you! Thank you!" I
continued to say and then pulled away fast, he laughed at my face, it must have been so red and he shook his head saying it was no problem, then he pulled out his chain that looked just like mine, exactly like mine even with the same heart but with a different letter on it, it had a Y on it. "That..has a Y on it..!" I told him and he nodded, at this point I felt my face was on fire, it was burning so much.
"Yeah, It stands for Yasuda," He laughed, "And that S..stands for well you know." He grinned, I nodded and looked at hte chain and he told me to turn around and I did, "Give me the necklace, I'll put it on you." Subaru said and I handed him the chain and he put it gently around my neck and put it on me, letting his fingers trail down the rest of my chain and then he turned me around to look at it and he nodded with a small grin, "I knew this would look great on you!"He said, my eyes went to what was around his neck now, it was the same necklace and I grinned then he grabbed my hand, "We are going to hang out all day. You can stay the night at my place if you want." He laughed as he pulled me along.
"Okay," I told him, "So what are we going to do all day?" I asked, wondering what he had planned, he turned around and smirked not saying a word. I blinked at him and just decided to not ask anymore and let him drag me around the whole town, if it was with him then I'm happy. We went all over, we went shopping and then we went out to eat and the last thing was an amusement park, that was the best of all day,why,because he spent all his time trying to win me something, he wouldn't leave the game until he wont that prize for me. His face looked as if he was concentrating hard, he face looked so determined. I wanterd to laugh at him but I was afriad he would lose again, so I kept my mouth shut.He let out a battle cry, it sounded like as he threw the ball and I couldn't help but laugh that time, he made it too and he cracked up, "Hahaha!" I knew I would make iit!!!!" He yelled and I clapped my hands, cheering for him and then he pointed to the bear that was hanging there and he handed it to me, "For you!" He grinned.
My eyes had a sparkle in them and I grinned, "It's soooo cuuute!" I told him and he laughed, taking my hand, we left the amusement park and went to his house, I yawned and rubbed my eyes as he got into the house, he took me into his room and poined to the bed and crawled into it, not caring enough that I was going to be sleeping in his bed because I was so tired, I nuzzled into the bear as I lay in the bed, falling asleep quickly dreaming of him and that's when I had to tell him about my feelings for him.
When I woke up he was sleeping at the other end on the bed and I grinned, looking at him, he really looked so peaceful when he was sleeping and crawled over to him,leaving over him, watching him sleep. I thought about telling him, I felt so scared, what if he didn't like me at all, what if he just thought of me as a friend? If I do tell him and he says no, I'll just go on like nothing happened. I looked at his face and then at his lips, I had to kiss him because if I never get to..I'll regret it, I lowered my face to his slowly, making sure he wouldn't wake up and then I pressed my lips to his,kissing him lightly, I didn't want to stop, his lips they felt so soft, I pulled away from him because he moved slightly and I moved back to where I was laying down. I just sat there and watched him. He woke up finally and I was sitting on the floor, next to where his heaqd was laying, I looked up at him and grinned, "Morning!" I told him and he smiled back at me, sitting up. I turned to face him,
"Hey..Uhm..I need to tell you something.." I spoke in a whisper,
"Sure, what is it?" Subaru blinked,I looked at him and with a hint of pink in my cheeks,
"Its..uhm..well..you see.." I said, sounding nervous, "I-I..,"I looked down,trying not to look at him because I know my face would lit up again, "Love you.." I told him, looking up slightly to see the reaction on his face, it was serious, he never really looked serious.He looked down at me as I was on the flor and he looked surprised to what I just said. Did I mess up? Should I have not told him? I think so, he wasn't saying anything.. I got up and dashed out the room, heading for the door, I knew it, I knew he didn't like me..why did I have to open my big mouth and say that? Now I ruined everything, he probably won't want to talk to me ever again, things will be weird between us now! I opened the door and I felt a hand grab at my arm, I turned around and it was Subaru, standing there, looking at me. I turned away from him, feeling the tears swell up in my eyes, trying to hold them back but I couldn't, I let them fall down my face. He turned me around again,pulling me to him and kissed my lips,softly,tears still falling down my face, he smiled gently and wiped my tears away and he finally spoke,
"I love you too." He said with a sincere voice, my face grew hotter as he told me, "I've always liked you..yasu..from the first time I saw you.."He said as he placed another kiss on my lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck lightly,returning the kiss, I was pressed against the wall and I looked him in the eyes and he looked back,bringing his forehead to mine, kissing me sererval times on the lips, my face red as he looked at me, "Well isn't that cute,"He whispered into my ear and I was picked up by him taken into his room, that's wehn I became his for the very first time.
Pairing- Yasu/Subaru
Rating-G
Summary- Shota and Subaru form a friendship durning school and soon Shota realizes his feelings are much more than a friendship and is afriad to confess to him.
I didn't know him for long..but it didn't take me long to like him.There was something about him, something that made him different from the other people, was it is attitude or was it is ability to make you laugh? Well what ever it was, it made me want to be near him all the time, when I first noticed him he was talking to some people in the room, that day was the first day I ever talked to him and never forgot a single word he said.
I walked up to him slowly, making sue not to interrupt the conversation he was having with the people and waited for them to leave him alone. He looked like he was annoyed with them, so I waited. Finally the two left and I made my way over to him, I smiled gently at him and he blinked, was it weird for me to talk to him? Are new students suppose to wait til someone talks to them? I didn't really think of it but maybe that's how it goes but I still went and said something anyways, "Im Yasuda Shota, I'm new here..so I would like to introduce myself." Bowing to him. He rubbed the back of his head and then stuck out his hand and I took it, shaking his.
"Im Su-ba-ru, you know like the car!" He told me, trying to make a joke that wasn't all that funny, but I laughed anyways nodding. "So you're new? That explains why I've never see you around here..I could have swore you were a girl though, you're too cute to be a boy." Subaru grinned, trying to make a joke again but I wasn't laughing.
"I am not a girl..I'm a b-o-y, you know like you, well maybe, I mean with that long hair of yours.."I grinned,he laughed and patted my back gently,
"I'll have you know, girls like my hair." He stated and I just laughed,
"Yeah..okay, if they are blind." I joked,he rolled his eyes at me and then after time we slowly became best friends just by the short greeting.
I waited outside his class, sighing, I don't like waiting. He ran out and looked at me,"Ah sorry Yasu! I had to stay after, I fell asleep..again." He said making shifty eyes,"I can't help it..I get bored." He grinned at me and I grabbed his hand, walking outside and went to go get something to eat.
"Yasuuuuuuu...Yasuuuuu! You're like quite!" He told me, and I looked at him with no smile or anything.
"Its nothing..I've just got some family issues right now.." I reassured him and he sighed.
"We are best friends, best friends can tell each other anything, ne?" Subaru smiled.I sighed and nodded,
"Well my parents..they are getting a divorce..because my dad has been drinking heavily again.." I said as I wiped my eyes, I didn't want to cry, not in front of him but I couldn't help it. He then moved next to me, wrapping an arm around my shoulder, pulling me to his side,looking at me. I hid my face fro him, not letting him see but I already knew he knew I was going to burst into tears and at the moment he walked me to his house and I sniffled, "I thought we were going to eat out today?" I asked him, while trying to think of something else. He looked at me and shook his head,
"Nah..well you thought wrong." Subaru said with a small smile. We got to his house, it was empty as usual. He lived on his own, he took me to the couch and sat me down, "Now you need to calm down..I'll make some tea.." He said as he left the living room to make the tea. I sat there, knee's pulled to my chest,resting my head on my knee's,trying to think of other things ad as my mind wondered I picked him out of my head and started to think about him, thinking of him kept my mind off of bad things,whenever I think about him..it seems like it's all okay..even if it's just for a little while. He came back with a cup of tea and set it on the table, I looked at him and smiled,"Thanks.." Was all I could say and he nodded, sitting baxck on the couch, I took a small sip of the tea and leaned lightly onto his shoulder, He smiled,
"Feeling better,yasu?" He asked me, I nodded still leaning on him, he felt warm and I was comfortable around him, he made me feel safe..too,he put his arm around me and I felt my face turn a slight pink because this was the first time we were ever this close..and this was the first time I realized I had feelings for him.
I woke up, not in my house but in his,had I fallen asleep in here? Oh crap..I must have. My parents were going to kill me. I sat up, looking around for him, did he leave? I then heard a loud noise coming from the kitchen, I jumped up from the couch and went into the kitchen, he was holding his hand to himself and glared, "God damn it!" He yelled and I looked at him, it looked like he burned himself trying to cook breakfast, I watched as he was in pain, the expression on his face make me crack up at it, I covered my mouth trying to muffle the laughing,he looked at me, "What's so funny?" He askd,running his hand under cold water, "I'm so glad you find my pain so funny,yasu." He glared,I couldn't answer because I was laughing so hard. His hair was up and was that an apron on him? Oh this is to much for me.
"Y-your face..and..everything..its just so funny..I-I could never picture you cooking!" I joked and he turned to me,
"Well fine then you don't have to eat." He said
I blinked, "Huh..you made this for me?" I asked.
"Well no duh,dummy." He said as he say down at the table, I joined him and looked at the food that was there, I looked at him and his head was laying on the table,
"All this hard work and I get laughed at..no thank you..or anything, I see how it is Yasu!" Subaru said to me as I leaned over, kissing his cheek softly and smiled,
"Thank you~" I told him as I began to eat the food, I finished it all and smiled, "Wow that was really good!"Saying as I patted my stomach. He looked at me and grinned like he had just done something amazing, which he did..but still, the smile made me blush deeply, he had never smiled like that before in front of me. I thought in my head if I should tell him that I had feelings for him but I decided not too, I didn't want to ruin our friendship, so I just smiled back and pretended.
This day was special, it was my birthday, I decided to hang out with Subaru because my parents were to busy settling the divorce papers,but they did give me a happy birthday card at least they didn't completely forget it. I walked out of my house and was attacked by Subaru, he sprung up from the front and began to sing happy birthday to me, right in front of my house. His voice was different,I liked it, it sounded beautiful, very powerful when he sang and I could listen to him sing for hours. I looked at him and smiled as he ended the birthday song and my face felt so hot, was I blushing again? I hope it wasn't noticeable but it probably was, I clapped for him and went down to where he was standing, "that..was.." I couldn't find the words to say, he smiled back warmly, I was still blushing from earlier and now i was sure I was blushing more, if that was possible. He pulled me into a hug and whispered happy birthday to me, I didn't want him to stop holding me, I felt so warm and with every hug he ever gave me, it felt real, sincere and loving, as he pulled away from the hug, I wish he didn't, I wanted him to hold me just a little big longer.
He looked at me and saw my red face and smiled, "Aw..that's so cute. You're blushing!" He said as I covered my face, he pulled my hands away and laughed, "No, don't hide your face, it's cute~" Subaru nodded, "Oh yeah! I got you a present! I hope you like it!" He said as he pulled out a white box with a red ribbon on it, even the box looked pretty, I didn't want to ruin it so I made sure to open it carefully. When I finally got into the box, I pulled out a long black box and I blinked at him, "Open it." He said and I held my breath as I did, looking at the silver necklace with a half heart on the end of the chain and my eyes went wide, it had a S on the heart, I looked at him and I couldn't speak and finally some words come out,
"T-This..is..Thank you!"I said, wrapping my arms around him tightly, "Thank you, Thank you! Thank you!" I
continued to say and then pulled away fast, he laughed at my face, it must have been so red and he shook his head saying it was no problem, then he pulled out his chain that looked just like mine, exactly like mine even with the same heart but with a different letter on it, it had a Y on it. "That..has a Y on it..!" I told him and he nodded, at this point I felt my face was on fire, it was burning so much.
"Yeah, It stands for Yasuda," He laughed, "And that S..stands for well you know." He grinned, I nodded and looked at hte chain and he told me to turn around and I did, "Give me the necklace, I'll put it on you." Subaru said and I handed him the chain and he put it gently around my neck and put it on me, letting his fingers trail down the rest of my chain and then he turned me around to look at it and he nodded with a small grin, "I knew this would look great on you!"He said, my eyes went to what was around his neck now, it was the same necklace and I grinned then he grabbed my hand, "We are going to hang out all day. You can stay the night at my place if you want." He laughed as he pulled me along.
"Okay," I told him, "So what are we going to do all day?" I asked, wondering what he had planned, he turned around and smirked not saying a word. I blinked at him and just decided to not ask anymore and let him drag me around the whole town, if it was with him then I'm happy. We went all over, we went shopping and then we went out to eat and the last thing was an amusement park, that was the best of all day,why,because he spent all his time trying to win me something, he wouldn't leave the game until he wont that prize for me. His face looked as if he was concentrating hard, he face looked so determined. I wanterd to laugh at him but I was afriad he would lose again, so I kept my mouth shut.He let out a battle cry, it sounded like as he threw the ball and I couldn't help but laugh that time, he made it too and he cracked up, "Hahaha!" I knew I would make iit!!!!" He yelled and I clapped my hands, cheering for him and then he pointed to the bear that was hanging there and he handed it to me, "For you!" He grinned.
My eyes had a sparkle in them and I grinned, "It's soooo cuuute!" I told him and he laughed, taking my hand, we left the amusement park and went to his house, I yawned and rubbed my eyes as he got into the house, he took me into his room and poined to the bed and crawled into it, not caring enough that I was going to be sleeping in his bed because I was so tired, I nuzzled into the bear as I lay in the bed, falling asleep quickly dreaming of him and that's when I had to tell him about my feelings for him.
When I woke up he was sleeping at the other end on the bed and I grinned, looking at him, he really looked so peaceful when he was sleeping and crawled over to him,leaving over him, watching him sleep. I thought about telling him, I felt so scared, what if he didn't like me at all, what if he just thought of me as a friend? If I do tell him and he says no, I'll just go on like nothing happened. I looked at his face and then at his lips, I had to kiss him because if I never get to..I'll regret it, I lowered my face to his slowly, making sure he wouldn't wake up and then I pressed my lips to his,kissing him lightly, I didn't want to stop, his lips they felt so soft, I pulled away from him because he moved slightly and I moved back to where I was laying down. I just sat there and watched him. He woke up finally and I was sitting on the floor, next to where his heaqd was laying, I looked up at him and grinned, "Morning!" I told him and he smiled back at me, sitting up. I turned to face him,
"Hey..Uhm..I need to tell you something.." I spoke in a whisper,
"Sure, what is it?" Subaru blinked,I looked at him and with a hint of pink in my cheeks,
"Its..uhm..well..you see.." I said, sounding nervous, "I-I..,"I looked down,trying not to look at him because I know my face would lit up again, "Love you.." I told him, looking up slightly to see the reaction on his face, it was serious, he never really looked serious.He looked down at me as I was on the flor and he looked surprised to what I just said. Did I mess up? Should I have not told him? I think so, he wasn't saying anything.. I got up and dashed out the room, heading for the door, I knew it, I knew he didn't like me..why did I have to open my big mouth and say that? Now I ruined everything, he probably won't want to talk to me ever again, things will be weird between us now! I opened the door and I felt a hand grab at my arm, I turned around and it was Subaru, standing there, looking at me. I turned away from him, feeling the tears swell up in my eyes, trying to hold them back but I couldn't, I let them fall down my face. He turned me around again,pulling me to him and kissed my lips,softly,tears still falling down my face, he smiled gently and wiped my tears away and he finally spoke,
"I love you too." He said with a sincere voice, my face grew hotter as he told me, "I've always liked you..yasu..from the first time I saw you.."He said as he placed another kiss on my lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck lightly,returning the kiss, I was pressed against the wall and I looked him in the eyes and he looked back,bringing his forehead to mine, kissing me sererval times on the lips, my face red as he looked at me, "Well isn't that cute,"He whispered into my ear and I was picked up by him taken into his room, that's wehn I became his for the very first time.