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[ Sometimes I could seriously cold-cock the both of them and not feel a damn bit guilty about it. Yuushi needs to get the hell over Reika and Ryou already, and Ryou needs to learn when to shut his stupid mouth, as always.
And you know, yeah, I realize that getting in trouble for its own sake is a stupid thing to do, but it's like Ryou said - we only have the rest of the year to be stupid; next year we'll have to buckle down and get serious and then there'll be college and work and life and nsjk;ajhk;';kl.; I don't even really want to think about it; it's intimidating and too soon for my liking.
The point is, I don't think we're doing any harm. Sure, we could've gotten in more serious trouble. Yeah, we might've even had our club membership suspended or revoked. Yes, Atobe covered our asses, and yes, we'd be in much deeper shit if he hadn't. No, that doesn't mean I plan on falling back on him every time I get in trouble, and that doesn't mean I plan on continuing to get in trouble beyond Hyoutei, or hell, even beyond this year. I'm just having fun while I can, and I really wish Yuushi would, too.
I was probably just as much of a tool as Yuushi and Ryou were. I should probably apologize... once I don't feel like punching them. It doesn't help that I'm grounded; I could use a night away right about now.
And I really wish I could stop thinking about Atobe. There's something wrong, there. ]
[ ooc; tags and mood also private; private viewable to Gakuto, as usual. ]
And you know, yeah, I realize that getting in trouble for its own sake is a stupid thing to do, but it's like Ryou said - we only have the rest of the year to be stupid; next year we'll have to buckle down and get serious and then there'll be college and work and life and nsjk;ajhk;';kl.; I don't even really want to think about it; it's intimidating and too soon for my liking.
The point is, I don't think we're doing any harm. Sure, we could've gotten in more serious trouble. Yeah, we might've even had our club membership suspended or revoked. Yes, Atobe covered our asses, and yes, we'd be in much deeper shit if he hadn't. No, that doesn't mean I plan on falling back on him every time I get in trouble, and that doesn't mean I plan on continuing to get in trouble beyond Hyoutei, or hell, even beyond this year. I'm just having fun while I can, and I really wish Yuushi would, too.
I was probably just as much of a tool as Yuushi and Ryou were. I should probably apologize... once I don't feel like punching them. It doesn't help that I'm grounded; I could use a night away right about now.
And I really wish I could stop thinking about Atobe. There's something wrong, there. ]
[ ooc; tags and mood also private; private viewable to Gakuto, as usual. ]