Sad, but True
I know people think that this is silly...I mean, I am just taking my kitty to the Vet, why should I be so worried that they are going to find something wrong with her? Well...look at how precious she is:
If I lose her...I will want to kill myself. This is the way that I feel. I can't help it. I love her. She has been with me through the worst periods of my life. I cannot lose my girl. I know that she just has a lump. I understand that this really does not mean much of anything until it is checked out. I understand that completely. However, I get stressed and extremely worried and paranoid when even the slightest thing happens to my kitties. They are my life. I know not many people can understand this. I know many people don't hold their pets in such high regards as I do. I get that. But, I can't help the way that I feel and I am not going to apologize for it. If they find something awful with her, I am going to honestly contemplate suicide. I probably won't go through with it (I do have another cat to think about), but I will want to die. I can't imagine my life without her. She is my everything...
Goddess up above and all around, please protect her...