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[suave_thomas]

I might not be home tonight, Baby, and part of me is afraid you'll think it's about what happened earlier if I just didn't show up. I promise you it's not. I love you so much. That was me overreacting when I had no right to. I should never have treated you like that. Abby already yelled at me about it too, just so you know. She said "He is

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[in_spectre_mors]

Well, you know if anyone can understand daddy issues, it's me. I'm so sorry, Thomas. I had no idea that's why you and Abby were - are - upset. I tried to help her as much as I could, but without knowing the underlying reason for it, I was flying blind. I hope I still managed to lift her spirits a little

[suave_thomas]

Yeah...I feel guilty ranting about my own because they just...seem insignificant. But I know you'll always listen to me. Just as I will always listen to you, Gorgeous. And you did lift Abby's spirits, by the way. She said she even bought sunglasses so you two could be twins, which is just as darling as darling can be

[in_spectre_mors]

Please don't ever feel guilty about ranting. You had absolute shite handed to you by your father. Just because I did too, doesn't mean you have any less right to rant. I want you to rant to me, because I'll understand. Or Peter, obviously. You have lots of people to rant to, but I'm glad you choose me so often. I'm always happy to listen and to help you.

I'm so glad you have such a beautiful family, and I feel so honoured to be part of it. You're all incredible people. I've never felt so fortunate as I do with all of you in my life. Abby looks absolutely adorable in those sunglasses, by the way. I'll make a fashionado of her yet!

I'll be sure to think of something fun for us to do tomorrow night. We'll have a wonderful time, Thomas, and put all thoughts of things said while upset behind us. That sort of thing just isn't worth holding onto. I love you, and you love me. That's what counts.

[suave_thomas]

I rant to Peter all the time too. He's a good listener. It's just that now I don't know if he'll understand or not. He's having a good night tonight, I suppose. He's having that thing where food makes him sick though. He can't stand the smell of things. So he's drinking a lot of water.

Well, Spectre, I'm pretty sure they all feel the same way. I know I do. They all adore you. Every last one of them. And Abby always looks adorable. She's my Sunshine. So...I suppose sunglasses are kind of fitting!

You're right. It isn't worth holding on to. I only want to hold on to you. I wish I could, but I should stay here tonight. Aly's a bit upset. But I do love you. Very much. And that is what counts.

[in_spectre_mors]

Poor Peter. I'm glad he was able to be okay today to help Devon. I'm sure it helps him a lot, in turn. He got to do what he does best, and what he loves today. He helped someone in need. It's a beautiful thing to see.

Ah, you raise a good point about the sunshine! I'm so thrilled that your family feel that way about me. I mean, I know already, but I'll never tire of hearing it from any of you. I love it.

I completely understand that you need to be there, Thomas. I'll still be here tomorrow. Your friends need you, of course you'll be there. It's one of the many, many things I love so dearly about you.

[suave_thomas]

It is. It really is. Liz is bringing Devon things because her father just moved here and he has nothing. They'll be alright. See, HE'S taking responsibility! Good dad.

It's something we won't stop saying either. Because that's what we do. We never let each other forget how much we mean to each other. It's important.

You know what I love dearly about you? Well, besides everything? You have the cutest tush in the entire world.

[in_spectre_mors]

Oh dear, that poor man. Well, not poor any more now that he has Liz and Peter's help. But I know what it's like to travel with nothing but the guitar on your back. I'm glad he's found such good support.

Speaking of support, you Littletons are all awesome. You have the most amazing family consciousness I've ever known.

Obviously there's something to be said for prancing about on stage beneath some very hot lights and surrounded by electrical equipment!

[suave_thomas]

Urge to cuddle...rising...

It came out of shite, but we're glad to have it. It makes the shite worth it.

I love your prancing too! And your eyes and your hair and your hands and your legs and your chest and your skin and your..well you can guess. And you lips. And you nose because it's so cute!

[in_spectre_mors]

Oh Thomas, you do make me blush so. You can cuddle me to the ends of the earth tomorrow. You need to be where you are now. It's okay. I'm not alone, I have the two best-friends-who-are-not-my-lover in the world here with me. Everything will be okay.

Darling, a Littleton always makes the shite worth it.

[suave_thomas]

Oh I will! And say hello to Abby and Jax for me! And uhm...maybe tell Abby not to rip my balls off? Just a side note there.

I love it when you call me darling. And when you say things like that. And when you like...breathe and stuff.

[in_spectre_mors]

I will most certainly pass on your greetings, and plead with Abby on behalf of your balls. I'm not sure how much sway I hold, but I'll do what I can.

Thomas, I adore everything you do and everything you are. You're the most magnificent example of a human being. I couldn't have a more gloriously wonderful love than you in all my wildest dreams. Actually, my wildest dreams do have a tendency to be about you...

[suave_thomas]

Don't joke, I need them!

Oh, Spectre. Thank you. And oooh, dreams?! You dream about me?! I dream about you too. I did even before we were together. After we first met, I dreamt about you and I wanted you. You were just so beautiful and you helped Peter even though you clearly didn't want to. I love you for that.

[in_spectre_mors]

And I love you, Thomas. I'm so thrilled you dreamt about me even then! I love it. I had a few dreams and fantasies about you, too. I never could have even imagined what a beautiful relationship those fantasies would turn into. We really do seem to have been made for each other.

[suave_thomas]

That's...the best thing anyone has ever said to me. I'm...completely speechless.

[in_spectre_mors]

Even being speechless is speaking, at least when you're speechlessing to an angel. That makes me so happy, Thomas. I love you.

[suave_thomas]

God, I love you too.