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suave_thomas

To Those in the Know

May 18, 2009 14:24

Samson Mors is an utter dickwad. But even then, I saw the man ask for forgiveness yesterday. And if he can do that, I truly believe there's hope for everyone ( Read more... )

daddy issues, mara is my goddess, samson mors is a big mean man, spectre is a god, hope, lessons learned

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demon_svetlana May 19 2009, 08:02:24 UTC

It just goes to show that Peter's hospital is a place where people really can change :) It may be slow, but if I can do it, so can he. Just because he can doesn't mean he will, but if anyone can help, he's in the best place to get that help with people like you and Peter around.

suave_thomas May 19 2009, 08:10:06 UTC

We'll try our best. But honey, you were never like he was. You were scared. He just can't see the world through anyone's eyes but his own, and his view is a terrifying one.

demon_svetlana May 19 2009, 08:32:04 UTC

I think he sounds like he's scared, too. If his view is so terrifying, he's probably terrified of it.

suave_thomas May 19 2009, 09:57:00 UTC

I wouldn't have thought of that, Svetlana. But it makes a lot of sense. Maybe he's so afraid of the Hell he's always talking about, that he saw pain here as necessary to avoid worse pain elsewhere. Thank you.

demon_svetlana May 19 2009, 10:13:30 UTC

You're welcome! I'm glad I helped. Sometimes it takes someone who's been there. I think we come from similar places. We were both scared, and we both wanted a family. The difference is that he had one, and still fucked it up. I was never really scared of Hell, but I was raised with religion, so I can understand why he would be, even if it just sounds like fairy tales to me.

suave_thomas May 19 2009, 10:26:24 UTC

It sounds like fairy tales to me too, now. You're a very wise woman, Svetlana. I think you could help a lot of people.

He did fuck it up. I only hope he eventually finds it in himself to realise how very badly he handled everything, and he tries to make up for it.

demon_svetlana May 19 2009, 10:50:24 UTC

Aww, thank you! I hope so. I don't think I could make a profession out of it like Peter, but I like to be there when I can help.

It'll take him a long time, but he could probably do it if he really wanted to. We have the advantage of being forever, more or less.

Screened suave_thomas May 19 2009, 11:47:33 UTC

I think you could if you put your mind to it and you actually wanted to. But you do a great deal already.

We do at that.

Are you feeling better, Beautiful?

Re: Screened demon_svetlana May 19 2009, 11:50:05 UTC

Maybe. Thank you for thinking so. I might think about it more when Rasputina is older. I just want to be a full-time mum at the moment. Well... that, and helping when people like Mona Ravensdale are in trouble.

I'm better than I was. I'm okay when there are people around. It's when I'm alone that it's hardest. Especially trying to go to sleep. I don't have anyone to snuggle :(

Screened suave_thomas May 19 2009, 12:01:04 UTC

And that is certainly a wonderful thing too. You're an exceptional mother.

Oh, honey. I could stay with you tomorrow night if you wanted. I'm sure Spectre would understand.

Re: Screened demon_svetlana May 19 2009, 12:05:12 UTC

Thank you! I think that's the best compliment anyone could give me :)

That would be really, really lovely, Thomas. I just want lots and lots of cuddles, and you're definitely the best person to give them.

Re: Screened suave_thomas May 19 2009, 12:16:41 UTC

And well deserved.

And you shall have them. I'll just make sure it's alright with Spectre. And I'll bring James round to play with Rasputina and spend the night too!

Re: Screened demon_svetlana May 19 2009, 12:17:41 UTC

Okay! It'd be lovely to see little James. He and Rasputina are so adorable together :)

Re: Screened suave_thomas May 19 2009, 12:25:39 UTC

They really are!

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