May 15, 2009 19:34
Hey.
If things ever get too much for you and I'm not here, you'd come tell me right? And then someone here of course...
I just have to make sure... Because I don't know if you told anyone how bad things were for you while I wasn't here. Deirdre knew, but she's like that. And she would do anything if it meant you would smile because she loves you more than she loves most people. And I don't know if you told anyone else what you were doing to try to...I don't know, whatever it was. I don't even know if that's entirely relevant, all I know is I had a dream and I need to know that you wouldn't keep what you were feeling bottled up inside.
uncool brain uncool,
scary dreams are scary,
my baby