To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

Hi!!

I'm fine! Before anyone asks :) A good sleep, aspirin, antibiotics and fucktonnes of food will do that for you. And I've been lying down for a week now, and it's boring, so no more lying down. Even if sitting here isn't the most comfortable thing in the entire world

Comments

[in_spectre_mors]

I'm so sorry you had to experience what happened to us the other night, Thomas. I know it's not my fault, and I am absolutely not ashamed of anything. I'm proud of us. But I am sorry you went through it. With friends and family like ours, sometimes one can almost forget that this still isn't an easy world to be gay in. I suppose reminders like this keep us vigilant, and show us that there's still a great deal of bigotry to fight against. I know I'm not going to stop fighting for a better world.

Thomas, I just want to say how proud I am of you. For being brave in the face of those men, and afterwards when we were locked up. You never gave an inch. You showed what an incredible man you are. I love you so much. I'll never forget how amazing you were, and are.

[suave_thomas]

I'm not going to stop fighting either, Honey. And I am going to continue to kiss you in public and dance with you and show everyone how much I love you because dammit, I have a right to. I have a right to. But Spectre...baby, you are worth everything. Everything we faced the other night and dealt with for the past week...you are worth it and more. I would go through anything for you. Though I do much prefer cuddling in bed.

I'm proud of you too. I only didn't give an inch because you gave me a reason not to. I love you so much too. I know I don't have to fear anything with you. As I told Tasha above. And I'll never forget how amazing you are either.

[in_spectre_mors]

Wonderful to hear, Thomas. I'm not going to let anyone make me afraid to kiss you in public either, or declare to the world how much I love and adore you. We do have that right. We have the right to love, and to be loved. I will face anything, and overcome it to have that with you. You do speak the truth, however; cuddling in bed is the far more enjoyable option.

I'm very happy to make you proud, Thomas. I'm glad I can be a reason for such valiance in you. You are very much the same for me. I never knew I could make anything so... bright, until I had to in order to save you.

[suave_thomas]

As is doing other things in bed when I am no longer stitched. Stupid stitches! The jungle theme is mocking me. But hey, how good was my surprise that wasn't hmm?! You can still have it. You will still have it.

It was big. Really big. And loud. And you were brilliant.

[in_spectre_mors]

It was a superb surprise! I quite like the feel it lends to bedroom, too. The whole natural thing is quite calming. Though I'm sure it can be something other than calming with a little interaction on your part... I can't wait!

Thank you, Thomas. It's certainly one I'll keep up my sleeve!

[suave_thomas]

I could make monkey noises! I mean now. Not when...yes. Ahem. Interaction! Yes...

You have sexy sleeves...

[in_spectre_mors]

Hahaha! Yes, that's probably for the best! Bring on the monkey noises!

You have sexy arms.

[suave_thomas]

And I'll wear a jaunty safari hat! And oh, oh, we should watch Indiana Jones! Mmmm yessss.

So do you, my little virtuoso. And sexy everything else. I mean, have you seen your arse?!

[in_spectre_mors]

Oooh, now there's a plan! Indi for the present, and a jaunty safari hat in the future! I like it!

Hahaha, next time I'm in front of the mirror, I may just have to attempt to! It may involve a funny dance...

[suave_thomas]

So do I. It sounds perfect. Can we eat popcorn and some cake and maybe a fuckin' turkey while we're at it? I still have the appetite of...Godzilla. This is better than eating Tokyo.

Oh, do it so I can see, please please!

[in_spectre_mors]

Yes, let's do that! Can we name the turkey Turkyo, in honour of Godzilla...?

I will be sure to wait for a moment when you have an opportune vantage point, my love.

[suave_thomas]

Hahaha, okay! Turkyo!

Wonderful. God, I love you. I love being with you. There's no time frame we have to worry about and there's no overhanging thing I have to accomplish always at the back of my mind. I love it. It's wonderful. I feel so...free.

[in_spectre_mors]

I love you, Thomas. And I love that you're so free. Being with you like this, and not having the bittersweet feeling of always knowing that soon, you'll be gone... it's life, in an amazing way that I've never even touched before now. You make me so happy. This is the best feeling. I look forward to every single moment spent with you, Thomas. They're the best moments in the world.

[suave_thomas]

They really are, eh? And fun too! Being with you is fun. I'm going to hobble downstairs to get the movie, just to prove I can!

[in_spectre_mors]

Fair enough! I'm sure Abby will be pleased to see you up and about. You're brilliant, Thomas. You truly are. And fun! I'll see you in a minute!

[suave_thomas]

Okay, yay! If I don't show up, I got stuck on the stairs. You should dangle a cake in front of me to offer extra encouragement...