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Jul 01, 2008 21:30

I am so so sorry. I am STILL so so sorry. I love you. I think the world of you. Hell, my world is you.

So I got you this )

being a dick, spectre is a god, apologies

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 12:27:02 UTC
Oh my goodness. I do love you, Thomas. I love that you told His Grace you were itchy! That's priceless. I wish I could have seen both his and Peter's faces!

Well, you don't have to tell me anything until you're ready. I'm glad you felt ready to tell me all this now. It's a very strange situation indeed, but none of the hardship is a reflection on you, save to show how very much you love everyone around you.

I'm very glad to make you less afraid, especially in a world where there are things to be afraid of. It's not easy to live with threats like the Templar, or Amaris. But while they are threats, there are those of us who can die who have faced them and come out of it alive, and without permanent injury, like Tasha and Christina. I know it hasn't always turned out that way... but even in the darkest of circumstances, it still can. I firmly believe that there is always hope.

Only Deirdre indeed. I love her so much. She's fantastic. I'm sure she'll be here every step of the way to do what she can, too. And you're right. The fact that you don't have to do such sweet things, but you do them anyway... that makes them worth all the more.

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 12:37:37 UTC
It was pretty priceless. He told me to go from God's House and scratch.

I yelled. I do not yell. Well I yell at pricks...but you are not a prick. I cannot believe I yelled...

I think...with them, I'm actuall more afraid of the pain than dying. With them, dying would be a mercy. I'm not used to pain that doesn't go away. I cut myself shaving and I cried...

You are my way, Baby. Never ever out of it.

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 13:03:53 UTC
"Go from God's House and scratch." I'm going to remember that one...

No, you don't yell. But we all have our moments. I'm certainly not excluded from that. I forgive you, Thomas. You've already well and truly made up for it.

Yes, I can certainly understand that. I'm sorry you're afraid of the pain. I wish this world could be a place where you, and everyone else, didn't have to be.

And you are my way, my love. You always have been, and always will be.

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 13:08:46 UTC
It's a good one! We should tell your dad that story. Oh god, I hope he's itchy...

Thank you for forgiving me. Very much.

Hey, same goes for you, Angel. I'll learn to deal. But 'learn' does me going through a process. Stupid learning!

I think our way is the best way.

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 13:12:05 UTC
Hahaha! Oh, that thought is going to amuse me for the rest of the evening. There are so many places he could potentially be itchy...

Thomas, my love, you're very welcome.

I'm proud of you for being willing to learn. Mums was very right when she said you don't take the easy way out. You're an incredible man. Just one of many reasons why our way is indeed the best.

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 13:21:09 UTC
I know what place I hope he itches in. 'Cause he can't ask people to scratch there because it's a sin. Bastard.

:)

Heh. You see me being incredible, I see me being a big sissy-girl. I like your way better.

Honey? Uhm...I can come in there to sleep, but I'm...is it okay if we just sleep?

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 13:24:30 UTC
Well, we all know he's never been able to scratch his itches there. The big tool.

In this instance, I like my way better too! I hope, before long, you'll be able to see it my way as well.

Thomas, of course it's okay. I'd never push you to do anything you didn't want to. It will be wonderful to fall asleep with you again. I've missed that.

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 13:27:52 UTC
Dude he had to at least twice and while I am incredible grateful for both of the outcomes of said scratching...blehhhh.

I'll just borrow your sunglasses!

So have I. I really have.

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 13:32:05 UTC
Eeeeew. I'll bet he never let himself take pleasure in it anyway. That might be a sin.

You always do look sexy in my sunglasses! Sinfully so!

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 13:35:48 UTC
He makes me cry. Well...that was a rather obvious statement...

Hahaha, I love you, Baby.

I want babies. Yes. That was a segue.

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 13:40:36 UTC
Well, yes... I do agree with you there.

I love you, Thomas. I'm glad you mentioned babies, actually. I've been wanting to talk to you about that (I want them too). We don't have to talk about it right at the minute if you don't want to, but we should soon.

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 13:44:09 UTC
My poor Spectre. I'll kick him in his itchy place if he touches you again.

Soon works. I just...I'm alive and I can. And I think...that's one of the things I'm most excited about. Having a life together. And having kids because I want them so badly. I have for a really long time and now it's possible.

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 13:48:04 UTC
Oooh, now that would be a sight worth seeing!

Yes, you most definitely can. And when we do, you will be the most wonderful father. It's going to be brilliant. Definitely one of the very best things about having you here!

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 13:54:34 UTC
Indeed it would.

You make me smile, Angel. I'll be with you in a moment, okay? I'm just going to bring Flynn something to eat. I don't want him starving himself to death.

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in_spectre_mors July 1 2008, 13:56:18 UTC
Oh yes, absolutely. Thank you, Thomas. I'm so glad Flynn has you there to help look after him, too.

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suave_thomas July 1 2008, 13:59:55 UTC
Love and kissies and more love and lost of pressies and love!

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