Filtered to Spectre and Mary

[suave_thomas]

I think that reporter lady liked me.

It felt weird.

Comments

[in_spectre_mors]

I'm sorry, Thomas. Did she do something in particular that made you uncomfortable?

[suave_thomas]

No, not at all. She just like...looked at me and stuff.

[in_spectre_mors]

Well, looking at you in a way that made you feel uncomfortable and still a thing, and ought not to be dismissed if that's the way you felt. I suppose she meant no harm, though. As Mary said, you are attractive. Is there anything I might do to make you feel better?

[suave_thomas]

No it wasn't all...leery. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you if I did.

[in_spectre_mors]

No, it's okay... I want you to be able to talk to me, about anything. I'm overreacting and being overprotective. It's not a matter of being upset, I promise. I just don't want anyone to upset you.

[suave_thomas]

You're being protective of me? I like that. And I'm glad I didn't upset you. She didn't upset me either, I just felt srot of strange in the situation, you know?

[in_spectre_mors]

Well, I'm glad you like it, my dear. And I do understand that you felt strange. It does sound a little odd, especially since she was coming to you as a professional. But I know your nature, and I'm sure you broke down barriers fairly quickly. And I mean that as a good thing. You're a people person through and through. If more people were like you, I think the world would be a much easier place to live in. I'm sure she sees that in you, too.

[suave_thomas]

I like people. I like making them feel comfortable and I like it when people laugh.

And I like that you see me. I think the same of you. You're so compassionate and wonderful and kind. You're so warm and loving and you want to help. I love you so much for that.

[in_spectre_mors]

I love you so much too, Thomas. I really do. You're a beautiful person, and you enrich my life so much. I'm so lucky to be in your heart the way I am. I love that you see such positive qualities in me. Knowing that you see me that way makes it easier for me to be that person.

[suave_thomas]

People would have to be blind not to see positive qualities in you. You radiate them.

[in_spectre_mors]

Thank you, Thomas. You're so lovely.

[suave_thomas]

You're welcome!

Screened

[suave_thomas]

Spectre, babe? The world is not a hard place to live in for you, is it?

Re: Screened

[in_spectre_mors]

No... it isn't. But it could be easier. There are still so many people who just don't live up to the high standards of love, friendship and humanity we set for ourselves.

I can remember when it was a difficult place for me to live. It's only recently that changed, when I got to know you and Peter, and as I grew closer to Jax. There are a lot of positive things that have entered my life this year. Despite certain events, it's been a very good year for me, the best of my life. I absolutely would not trade this. Thinking the world could be better goes hand in hand with hoping it will be. You help me stay focused on that bright side. So thank you, Thomas. And thank you for asking.

Screened

[suave_thomas]

I was worried. I had to ask.

I'm sorry it was a difficult place for you. So very sorry. I'm beyond glad that I could help you the way I have. That I could help give you the best year of your life makes me feel so wonderful.

If you want to talk about the rest of it sometime, I would listen. If you want to get the rest of it out. The things you were saying to Julian yesterday...I didn't know any of that. About how it was when you left your parents. I think you're so brave.

And very sexy.

Re: Screened

[in_spectre_mors]

I think it might be time. Thank you, again, for asking. I would like to have someone to share those things with. I appreciate so much that you will be that person for me. Tomorrow, my dear friend and dear love. Tomorrow I'll tell you about my past.