May 12, 2007 11:38
Grandpa passed away yesterday afternoon. And we're leaving for West Virginia tomorrow. Mom went up there today to be with Grandma and they have to make the funeral arrangements tomorrow. His cancer had spread from his prostate to his bone, or that's all that grandma told us, and then we found out three days ago that it had spread everywhere and he was refusing chemo. I respected his decision. He told me he was 74 years old, he lived a great life, and he knew he was going to heaven. That somehow is supposed to make me feel better. But it doesn't. Grandma was with him when he passed. Which is the way he would have wanted it. This just totally sucks. I don't deal with death well, and now that it's someone so close, I'm not really sure what to do.
I'm not sure when I'll be back down here. We're going to try to get MawMaw to cme down here, but if she won't I'll be staying up there for a while. I don't want her up there alone.
Please pray for her. She's trying to hide her emotions for all of us, and she reaaalllly needs your prayers.
<3 Sarah