Dec 23, 2005 23:15
This is a rant. If you do not want to read, then don't. I personally don't care cause I'm in a bad mood, as comes with every freakin time i come back to the burg. Who knows why I even bother because all that happens is me sitting in my room, me getting yelled at, and then me getting depressed for getting yelled at. Of course, we aren't supposed to dwell on those things, but hence..what do I do. yep. I mean, i try to have a good attitude despite knowing what will happen, but it ends up going away about two days before the Holidays. Why don't i just leave and go back now.. who would miss me? maybe my grandfather but that's about it. Maybe I;m being selfish but i'm tired of the way I'm treated. I know I've been gone for like, forever, so that doesn't help either. I just hate it. And im tired of it. Yet, I can't do anything about it.