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today i went to get a "consultation" for "braces" ... i DONT want braces end of story. but NOOOOOOO my parents use the same excuse that im sure most parents use.. "we're only doing it because we love you"... anyway.. dr krauss. yes yes... DR KRAUSS.. another dentist that sounds JUST LIKE dr schwartz (my other dentist)... old... just without the disgusting nose hairs.. well lets see.. i need braces for 18 months... i need them on the top AND bottom.. even though my teeth on the bottom are STRAIGHT .. like PERFECT.. but no he just wants the extra money.. maybe he can buy a yacht with the extra 2000 dollars for the bottom braces!! then he says... why do you look so sad?.. lets see mr, you're making me get braces on the bottom when i dont need them.. i was soo pissed. i didnt talk the whole time while we were out for dinner, the whole way home, and im still not talking. after all of the times my parents told me to keep quiet.. i decided to listen to them now. ill stay quiet.. i feel more awake when i don talk anyway.. and now my dad... hes just ignoring me and paying attention to my sister all the time. hes always yelling at me and now when i come home form a friends house he says "so, amanda what did you REALLY do there? whats with that?? i cant wait to go to north carolina... i really need to get out of here for a while.. and i find myself saying i wanna go home.. when im already home.. is not like it used to be.. i guess home has changed..
i love ricardo!
i love ricardo!