more contemplation...
how do you achieve what you ultimately desire?
what actions can you justify to yourself...that would help you achieve it?
how far do you go to get it?
where do you draw the line, logically?
DO you draw a logical line for it?
can you justify THAT action?
tough questions, huh?
eh, ill give my answer on them... its just another way for me to figure out MYself...
everyone can answer these questions in their own way. completely unique to their own psyche. my answer is simple.
->it doesn't really matter what the object of your desire is, because you know inside that you want it bad enough to do anything for it. to go any length, put the rules to the side, and become venerable to EVERYTHING that works against them.
that is how i work...that is how i do...i trust in myself enough...that i will always come out the other end just fine...so long as i let myself go to the edge, and fall off.
i fall...fall...fall...fall..................
and i hope to be caught.
i TRUST that i will be caught.
but i feel that is the only way i will be successful in my endeavors...in my career option, in love, in life...
but in order to be successful in this manner, you CANNOT be afraid...
you cannot be afraid to fail...afraid to hit the ground at the end of your fall...
if you aren't caught, it will hurt. it will hit you hard, and you'll not like the way it feels.
maybe im not so succesful then? lol...it seems that i've hit the bottom so many times that life has found me to be a jumper for anything that can make me smile, anything that can make me happy...but maybe in that respect i am the most successful person out there...as i am unfraid to go after that which makes me happy.
am i shallow then? because i will chase happiness so many different ways?
or am i strong, because i will continually chase it til i find what suits me best?
you can make such a judgement, cause i won't tell you what to think of me.
these last few entries that i have posted, i feel that i have challenged most of the rules of our game of life. i feel that i have realized that i am not one that likes the idea of being controlled in life. life is too precious. life is too short. the only question i can ask you from all of this is...
if life was taken from you, now...would you be happy with all that you'd done? that is question that i live to answer...that my life is based upon. i live to enjoy the days that are so precious, the love that i feel, the air that i breathe, the friends that i have, and the gifts that i have been given. i swear, i speed, i love, i help, i respect, i lie, i eat, i drink (but not alcohol), i laugh, i achieve, and i tell the truth too. i drum, i work, i dream, i learn, i listen, i cry, i fail, i talk, i fear, did i say i love yet? lol
if thats not living, what is?
how can you not be happy after living like that?
do what you love.
love what you do.
life is good.
so LIVE it.
happy new year everyone. enjoy it as much as i will.
->styx
what actions can you justify to yourself...that would help you achieve it?
how far do you go to get it?
where do you draw the line, logically?
DO you draw a logical line for it?
can you justify THAT action?
tough questions, huh?
eh, ill give my answer on them... its just another way for me to figure out MYself...
everyone can answer these questions in their own way. completely unique to their own psyche. my answer is simple.
->it doesn't really matter what the object of your desire is, because you know inside that you want it bad enough to do anything for it. to go any length, put the rules to the side, and become venerable to EVERYTHING that works against them.
that is how i work...that is how i do...i trust in myself enough...that i will always come out the other end just fine...so long as i let myself go to the edge, and fall off.
i fall...fall...fall...fall..................
and i hope to be caught.
i TRUST that i will be caught.
but i feel that is the only way i will be successful in my endeavors...in my career option, in love, in life...
but in order to be successful in this manner, you CANNOT be afraid...
you cannot be afraid to fail...afraid to hit the ground at the end of your fall...
if you aren't caught, it will hurt. it will hit you hard, and you'll not like the way it feels.
maybe im not so succesful then? lol...it seems that i've hit the bottom so many times that life has found me to be a jumper for anything that can make me smile, anything that can make me happy...but maybe in that respect i am the most successful person out there...as i am unfraid to go after that which makes me happy.
am i shallow then? because i will chase happiness so many different ways?
or am i strong, because i will continually chase it til i find what suits me best?
you can make such a judgement, cause i won't tell you what to think of me.
these last few entries that i have posted, i feel that i have challenged most of the rules of our game of life. i feel that i have realized that i am not one that likes the idea of being controlled in life. life is too precious. life is too short. the only question i can ask you from all of this is...
if life was taken from you, now...would you be happy with all that you'd done? that is question that i live to answer...that my life is based upon. i live to enjoy the days that are so precious, the love that i feel, the air that i breathe, the friends that i have, and the gifts that i have been given. i swear, i speed, i love, i help, i respect, i lie, i eat, i drink (but not alcohol), i laugh, i achieve, and i tell the truth too. i drum, i work, i dream, i learn, i listen, i cry, i fail, i talk, i fear, did i say i love yet? lol
if thats not living, what is?
how can you not be happy after living like that?
do what you love.
love what you do.
life is good.
so LIVE it.
happy new year everyone. enjoy it as much as i will.
->styx