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its nice that i deal with my problems away from my friends sometimes.
keeps me at peace.
i was feelin it after school today, so i went for a drive.
i am become very mellow when i am behind the wheel, so it relaxed me which was nice.
and even better...
at 117 (its a new record lol) i really wasnt afraid of anything.
thats not really good tho (to be indifferent about the possibilities at 117mph, thats kinda scary to think about, but no problems here, not right now)
i am confused, just a little bit, only because i dont know what exactly my role is. i go a step above others because that is what i do. i do the dirty work, i do the extra 10%, i do that little bit more. maybe that is good thing, maybe it isnt, but i can't settle on what constitutes who i am to you if i cant do that. it's weird, we need to talk about this some more.
eh, after 6 months of no problems, it was time for something to change things up a bit.
itll pass, i know it
love you
->styx
keeps me at peace.
i was feelin it after school today, so i went for a drive.
i am become very mellow when i am behind the wheel, so it relaxed me which was nice.
and even better...
at 117 (its a new record lol) i really wasnt afraid of anything.
thats not really good tho (to be indifferent about the possibilities at 117mph, thats kinda scary to think about, but no problems here, not right now)
i am confused, just a little bit, only because i dont know what exactly my role is. i go a step above others because that is what i do. i do the dirty work, i do the extra 10%, i do that little bit more. maybe that is good thing, maybe it isnt, but i can't settle on what constitutes who i am to you if i cant do that. it's weird, we need to talk about this some more.
eh, after 6 months of no problems, it was time for something to change things up a bit.
itll pass, i know it
love you
->styx