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one month one month of everything being perfect and and great and wonderful one full month with the boy and now its all over and i cant stop crying god why is this affecting me this much maybe cause it completely caught me off my guard i thought it was going to last till he left and it had to end guess im just stupid but its horrible i feel like such shit what the hell did i do wrong if i would do anything to fix it but apparently his life is really busy and he doesnt need to be involved with anyone right now god atleast make up a better excuse to end whatever the hell it was im so fucking sad my eyes are all red and i have bags under them i just cant stop crying i need to just pull myself together and get over it