Oct 28, 2005 21:34
Cory lied to me, about something very unnecessary to lie about. A couple weeks ago he went to spend the night at his brothers college and when he came back I asked him if he drank and had a good time, and he said no they just went to bed, then today he was telling his sister that he got real drunk that night in front of me, then proceeded to tell me that he didn't tell me because he knew I would get mad, which I wouldn't. So which is worse lieing to me and having me be really pissed and unable to trust him, or just telling me, and dealing with my unease at his being drunk around girls?? The fucking dumbass. So yea he is going there tomorrow night for a halloween party, but of course who isn't allowed to go!? ME! I never fucking get to do anything. It really pisses me off. But whatever. I just wish he didn't lie to me, because it sucks being the bitch who gets mad all the time, I actually really hate it.
I hate not being able to do what I want... it kinda kills my soul..