I am so exhausted...
There is something wrong with me tonight, I feel super tired and lethargic, could be due to the fact that I spent over 3 hours on homework.
Cory and I have been spending most of our time together doing homework, and somehow he thinks that that counts as time spent together, which actually it doesn't. But whatever. I don't know I have felt lately that he is getting tired of me, a lot less him trying to get in my pants and the like, which leaves me to make all the moves, which I don't like. I just feel slightly rejected. I want that new relationship feeling, which I sort of am getting form someone, which I hope I can not go after. I know I can not go after it, but I have to decide that I don't want to. I don't know I'm kinda confused, because Cory is just not being there affectionately very much, and I am person that NEEDS affection, like hugging, touching, kissing, anything, and it just isn't happening. I don't know what is going on really, when I ask him about it, he just goes "What do you mean? I love you... etc." I don't know. It's a poopy situation.
I feel really crappy, not to mention all this other stuff that's going on, shit. I can't even talk about it. Only Renee knows, wahh.. I don't know what to do about that either.
I am scared of my Calculus test tomorrow, I feel like a can't study enough, but I'm not learning it any better. Poo... I don't know.
You can tell that I don't know much of anything tonight, because I keep saying it over and over...
Cory and I have been spending most of our time together doing homework, and somehow he thinks that that counts as time spent together, which actually it doesn't. But whatever. I don't know I have felt lately that he is getting tired of me, a lot less him trying to get in my pants and the like, which leaves me to make all the moves, which I don't like. I just feel slightly rejected. I want that new relationship feeling, which I sort of am getting form someone, which I hope I can not go after. I know I can not go after it, but I have to decide that I don't want to. I don't know I'm kinda confused, because Cory is just not being there affectionately very much, and I am person that NEEDS affection, like hugging, touching, kissing, anything, and it just isn't happening. I don't know what is going on really, when I ask him about it, he just goes "What do you mean? I love you... etc." I don't know. It's a poopy situation.
I feel really crappy, not to mention all this other stuff that's going on, shit. I can't even talk about it. Only Renee knows, wahh.. I don't know what to do about that either.
I am scared of my Calculus test tomorrow, I feel like a can't study enough, but I'm not learning it any better. Poo... I don't know.
You can tell that I don't know much of anything tonight, because I keep saying it over and over...