yesterday things felt like they were getting worse. today they are starting to feel better.
Thank you for your prayers. You are beautiful.
I awoke this morning breaking a sweat and it pulled me out of a dream.
In the dream you and I were first camping for a night. You refused any assitance, but I had a tent and you had a stick up with a sheet. I knew if there were to be harsher weather you'd be in trouble. I had to leave you in your remote place the next day, but you would be out in the wilderness for months with very little preparation or support.
One person who was supposed to help you in the upcoming months was supposed to split a check of $60k between the three of us, but as I was driving back to town with him he was starting to try to get out of sharing as was agreed. I was trying to work in how to ensure he gave you your share. In the end I flat out realized that this person who was supposed to be helping you on your journey? I just didn't trust him. I figured he would start out with the best of intentions, but in the end, leave you hanging.
I was also planning a list of things to send back with him to you. a small 2man throw tent, decent durable backpack, folding shovel, toilet paper, and which pistol to send back - a .22 that is easy to shoot, but bulky to carry, or the .38 that is very small, but harder to shoot. (the gun was because I don't trust people out in the wilderness to always do the right thing when they come across a woman alone).
so we checked in at a gather place where I could buy things, and I decided to go visit some monks whom I had fasted with in the past (in my dream only). They started out Chinese, but as the dream progressed they became more Native American. They laughed at me as I struggled to obey their forms, as if to say "the forms are just for show/ceremony - but not the important part" but when I got to the part where I could ask them how best to assist you, I woke up in a pool of sweat.
You seem to enjoy dreams, and I usually don't remember mine - but this felt strong and I laid there thinking about it for awhile so I could remember the bigger details.
I hope you have a wonderful day. Take care of yourself! You can't take care of anyone else if you don't keep yourself strong:)
You have a serious gift with dream magick. Maybe this condition that is afflicting you is not what it seems. Suffering seems to unlock certain things. In fact, this is the reason why endurance is the number one form of training for healers.
Is your experience with suffering and channeling giving you the same impression?
Some of the main symbolism in this dream mirror some that my father had and I share part of that karma. It is deeply rooted karma that I have recently been trying to focus on and learn how I can move past. I am honored and blessed for this medicine in your dream.
I have a lot more to express but I think its best to meditate on it a bit and contemplate it. We should talk more in person when you are up to it. Until then I will keep praying for you, my dear friend. :)
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Thank you for your prayers. You are beautiful.
I awoke this morning breaking a sweat and it pulled me out of a dream.
In the dream you and I were first camping for a night. You refused any assitance, but I had a tent and you had a stick up with a sheet. I knew if there were to be harsher weather you'd be in trouble. I had to leave you in your remote place the next day, but you would be out in the wilderness for months with very little preparation or support.
One person who was supposed to help you in the upcoming months was supposed to split a check of $60k between the three of us, but as I was driving back to town with him he was starting to try to get out of sharing as was agreed. I was trying to work in how to ensure he gave you your share. In the end I flat out realized that this person who was supposed to be helping you on your journey? I just didn't trust him. I figured he would start out with the best of intentions, but in the end, leave you hanging.
I was also planning a list of things to send back with him to you.
a small 2man throw tent, decent durable backpack, folding shovel, toilet paper, and which pistol to send back - a .22 that is easy to shoot, but bulky to carry, or the .38 that is very small, but harder to shoot. (the gun was because I don't trust people out in the wilderness to always do the right thing when they come across a woman alone).
so we checked in at a gather place where I could buy things, and I decided to go visit some monks whom I had fasted with in the past (in my dream only). They started out Chinese, but as the dream progressed they became more Native American. They laughed at me as I struggled to obey their forms, as if to say "the forms are just for show/ceremony - but not the important part" but when I got to the part where I could ask them how best to assist you, I woke up in a pool of sweat.
You seem to enjoy dreams, and I usually don't remember mine - but this felt strong and I laid there thinking about it for awhile so I could remember the bigger details.
I hope you have a wonderful day. Take care of yourself! You can't take care of anyone else if you don't keep yourself strong:)
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Is your experience with suffering and channeling giving you the same impression?
Some of the main symbolism in this dream mirror some that my father had and I share part of that karma. It is deeply rooted karma that I have recently been trying to focus on and learn how I can move past. I am honored and blessed for this medicine in your dream.
I have a lot more to express but I think its best to meditate on it a bit and contemplate it. We should talk more in person when you are up to it. Until then I will keep praying for you, my dear friend. :)
Love,
Starlyn
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This herb may be of interest to you:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Calea_zacatechichi
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