keep your faith!
She says that she can see you in me,
The eyes more than anything,
our temper...ments,
the way I go disappear when I get angry,
she says she can't look me face to face,
because she'll think of you,
and forget that I'm her daughter,
she could never hug me,
because it was too much lie being close to you.
I see it,
the anger,
the fear,
we have the same ideas about how the world fails to work.
I'm her child,
but I'm your little girl,
everything you are and were I am and will be,
can you look me in the eyes?
I've been dating James for a month as of today, longest standing relationship in about 5 years, so while I thin that the whole celebration of 1 month might be stupid, I'm doing it, to an extent, only because this marks a turning point in my life. This could be a sign that things are looking up. I certainly hope so, because this past year has been the worst in my life and I would like to see things turn around. On that note, after about 2 weeks of trying our damnedest, pulling all nighter and making vet visit after vet visit, mine and rikki's cat, Amber Kitty, died tonight. Her chest filled with liquid and she suffocated. It was horrible to watch her slip away like that.
The eyes more than anything,
our temper...ments,
the way I go disappear when I get angry,
she says she can't look me face to face,
because she'll think of you,
and forget that I'm her daughter,
she could never hug me,
because it was too much lie being close to you.
I see it,
the anger,
the fear,
we have the same ideas about how the world fails to work.
I'm her child,
but I'm your little girl,
everything you are and were I am and will be,
can you look me in the eyes?
I've been dating James for a month as of today, longest standing relationship in about 5 years, so while I thin that the whole celebration of 1 month might be stupid, I'm doing it, to an extent, only because this marks a turning point in my life. This could be a sign that things are looking up. I certainly hope so, because this past year has been the worst in my life and I would like to see things turn around. On that note, after about 2 weeks of trying our damnedest, pulling all nighter and making vet visit after vet visit, mine and rikki's cat, Amber Kitty, died tonight. Her chest filled with liquid and she suffocated. It was horrible to watch her slip away like that.