May 30, 2006 04:06
ewwww...i just threw up twice and i have no idea why. i feel fine, just out of nowhere, one minute i'm coughing and i think it's just because of the fog machine and such and the next my mouth is filled with vomit. ewww...there i go again. to much fucking stress i guess. the show was great and after the show this stupid slut who accused zakk (the guy who is like an older brother to me) of rape a while back was standign at her car with some of her friends, so i took some of the ice from the chest in the back of the car (4 times) anyway, i took the ice and chucked it at them and yelled stupid whore, then when they were driving off i yelled it again and flicked them off, it made zakk laugh, he feel off the car and was rolling around on the ground laughing. later they came back and started trying to talk shit and i was all "dont fuck with my brother you stupid whore" and she just kept saying she didnt know who my brother was, so i told her that zakk was my brother and you dont fuck with my family or you'll have to face me, and rikki started yelling "you have tiny boobs and smelly vaginas" it was grand.
you know what i'm really sick of? assholes who hurt the people i love and think they can get away with it, just because i havent cut off your balls yet doesnt mean it isnt still on my to do list. it seems like every time i turn my back someone hurts another person i love. it pisses me off so bad, because i cant protect the people i want to keep safe the most. i love my friends sooooooo much that sometimes it hurts.