UPDATE!!
Whaaaaat? An update?? Lol.
Let me briefly explain some shit thas going on wit me.
I am in my second semester in college & this shit is crazy. I'm still undeclared and have no idea what to do wit my life. School is real hard & I'm scared to fail or get bad grades. This semester ain't too bad wit outside work, just straight up studying, which I do not know how to do! But the only class I'm REALLY worried about is my Psychology. My other classes are; Communications (Speech), Spanish & Business.
Friends, lol. I don't know what the deal is. They come & go quickly & it's a weird part of life. People who you think are close wit you, only there to be two-faced, you know? My closest are of course my cousin Amber!, Eliza<3, Chandra<3 & O'Landis ; ), I miss my Herbert ; (, My boyyy John locked up in BCP -- FREE JOHN BALLARD! & then just people I'm just cool wit.
Eric & I are no longer together, but we are still really close. A lot of shit went down & I found out A LOT that has scarred my heart. But at the same time, I see all he is trying to do for me. It's a crazy situation, I want it to work, but then sometimes, I'm just like... "let me be". I think it's that whole freedom thing that I ain't have in a few years. Plus, for some reason, a lot of guys been noticing me & trying to talk to me & shit? It's kinda nice, but I ain't down for none of them, I just think the attention is good. ; \ .. I deserve it tho. Actually, I deserve the best, and I will have it one day. Eric wants to be wit me, but I'm just not having it at the moment, and I'm not sure who I can really blame, because it's not me. I feel bad because he be gettin' frustrated wit me & he's waiting, but he don't have to, you know? I do tell him to "do him", but I don't know. Him & I aren't clear, but at the same time things are cool wit us. Despite it all, I do love him, I always will. <3 & THIS SITUATION IS TOO MUCH!!!!!
My car is so pretty, lol. Besides all of the problems. It'll cost A LOT to get all fixed, but they are minor.
Money is always a bitch.
I recently got a new job, a REAL job. I'll be working at a physical therapy office. I'm happpy ; ))
& I'm done because my arms & hands hurt so much, I do not be on the computer writing.
Haaaaa, peace.
Let me briefly explain some shit thas going on wit me.
I am in my second semester in college & this shit is crazy. I'm still undeclared and have no idea what to do wit my life. School is real hard & I'm scared to fail or get bad grades. This semester ain't too bad wit outside work, just straight up studying, which I do not know how to do! But the only class I'm REALLY worried about is my Psychology. My other classes are; Communications (Speech), Spanish & Business.
Friends, lol. I don't know what the deal is. They come & go quickly & it's a weird part of life. People who you think are close wit you, only there to be two-faced, you know? My closest are of course my cousin Amber!, Eliza<3, Chandra<3 & O'Landis ; ), I miss my Herbert ; (, My boyyy John locked up in BCP -- FREE JOHN BALLARD! & then just people I'm just cool wit.
Eric & I are no longer together, but we are still really close. A lot of shit went down & I found out A LOT that has scarred my heart. But at the same time, I see all he is trying to do for me. It's a crazy situation, I want it to work, but then sometimes, I'm just like... "let me be". I think it's that whole freedom thing that I ain't have in a few years. Plus, for some reason, a lot of guys been noticing me & trying to talk to me & shit? It's kinda nice, but I ain't down for none of them, I just think the attention is good. ; \ .. I deserve it tho. Actually, I deserve the best, and I will have it one day. Eric wants to be wit me, but I'm just not having it at the moment, and I'm not sure who I can really blame, because it's not me. I feel bad because he be gettin' frustrated wit me & he's waiting, but he don't have to, you know? I do tell him to "do him", but I don't know. Him & I aren't clear, but at the same time things are cool wit us. Despite it all, I do love him, I always will. <3 & THIS SITUATION IS TOO MUCH!!!!!
My car is so pretty, lol. Besides all of the problems. It'll cost A LOT to get all fixed, but they are minor.
Money is always a bitch.
I recently got a new job, a REAL job. I'll be working at a physical therapy office. I'm happpy ; ))
& I'm done because my arms & hands hurt so much, I do not be on the computer writing.
Haaaaa, peace.