Aug 28, 2009 13:54
Wow nearly the end of summer already talking of ends me and that guy I was seeing has come to an end, It had it's fair share of ups and downs I felt as though I sacrificed a lot to try and make it work what with his working hours and all not to mention other little surprizes that ended up coming up AT the strangest of times.. I feel as though I was understanding, but after all that if he doesn't show me he appriciates me and could see how understanding I was he can FORGET IT
even to the point where I would have a chilled attitude towards him smoking weed.. which I was sooooooo not into AT ALL.
We could have had something good but at the end of the day it takes 2people wanting the relationship to work for a start then both taking actions to make it work. Trusting one another, appriciating one another , being truthful with one another and feeling at home with one another.
This is the first month I havn't seen him for the whole month but 'hey' guess what it's the month hes DUMPED!,
He has baggage anyways he has a german child with his ex wife, child before that(ghanian) still in contact with the ex wife.. I don't want all this, I just want someone with no history/baggage we can start a fresh happy family life with
I'm glad to get this guy out my system one of the things about him is he has the cheek to get you to look at you saying things like your just this and that, he is the one with the baggage and stuff to sort so he should just hush his noise and be thankful he was even in the same room as me
Well now that hes gone I hope and pray the next one I get is more on my wavelength and the relationship runs much more smoothly than the one just ended