still stressing.....

Sep 21, 2004 12:14


well here i am
12 am
sitting here TRYING to write a huge ass paper on my Boutique and what i bought for it and what i marked it up as and blah blah blah
its the same repetitive shit over and over
and i should be still doing it right now
but i need (another) break

i still have to sew ONE MORE DRESS!
paul is giving us 3 hrs to do it tomorrow
and i have to finish the muslin and then finish the fashion fabric
so hopefully i can get it done in those 3 hrs

and then i have my buying presentation
and i still need to make one more visual for it

and then i have my second interview at pargos at 330
so i have to get out of class early

and then i can party and go to bed knowing 4th term is ALMOST done

everything is stressing me out

my mom
my finances
my computer...it was in the IT dept from 9am-8pm getting fixed and getting viruses off it
so that why im writing this paper so damn late
my sewing machine decides it wants to eat my satin material
and i cant deal with it right now
ill have to wait until tomorrow in pauls to finish it

so im drinking this huge ass thing of coffee to keep me awake for at least another hour and a half

i spent more $$$ that i dont have today

...credit cards really kill you...

i got 2 shirts and a necklace

i hope i get this job
if not i guess it will be back to Sears York...ugh!
haha right...i think ill start selling drugs before that

i cant wait for tomorrow night and wed night...partAy partAy partAy!
and then on friday hopefully ill be going home for the weekend
and then probabley back to PA next week for Fall break
theres nothing to do at home
everyones away at college
and the rents are getting on my nerves anyway
id rather stay here @ YPVC and try to party w/ the like 10 people that will still be here

plus i have to do flatlines
and i want to start my retailing project for next term
that way im not stressing out the last 2 weeks of school like i am now

at least its not like 3rd term though
that was the worse!
i seriously procrastinated SOOO bad
the last 2 weeks of school was total hell
i was up every single night all night doing work
and i remember the night before our fashion show
i partied until like 3 when i still had to finish sewing a dress i had to wear the next day, i had to finish making a whole presentation w/ visuals and my advertising notebook!
i did not sleep that whole day
and then that night what did i do again?
stayed up all night and partied...slept in a tent w/ my Yorkies on the Oriental ...those were the nights

but this term i had a few setbacks
i had new roommates ...meaning i had to babysit
we partied a lot in the beginning
and i was so stressed out w/ all the bullshit that i had to put up @ the Glitter Stoop
getting involved in YPVC drama ugh
and then i moved and that took a lot too
so by the time i could get relaxed it was already like half way through the term
this term went my fast

but next term im seriously staying SO on top of things
that way i can have LOTS of time 2 spend w/ my Yorkies for the next 6 months
:(

alrighty well coffee's getting cold
gotta go

wish me luck!

<3 good luck <3
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