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Right now i just want to say thank you for all the people in my life that haven't made me question whether or not they have a soul. Everyday i wake up and thank god that i have so many good friends that actually care about me and don't give a shit about the stupid drama. People who i can ask questions, and know that they will be giving me an honest answer, even if that answer is hurtful. People who call me when i don't feel good, who leave me goofy messages just for the hell of it, and people who would drop everything to help me out. I look for strength in these people, and through everyones strength I am able to forge my own kind of strength to overcome things.
I haven't had the greatest life, but I also haven't had the worst life. As I get older I realize more and more how important it is to be decent, and to do what is right no matter what. I've had some pretty bad luck lately, but I think that I have handled it well.
I also want to thank those people that greet the world with a smile everyday. Sometimes thats all it takes to turn a day from bad to good. As it's important for people who have a reason to smile everyday, it is equally, if not more important, for those who DONT have a reason to smile to try and find a couple seconds to get one in.
I really really hope that I have been good to everyone in my life. It's so easy to skip over the good and jump off with the devilish desires that every person possesses. Everyone has the desire to be a be bad person, but it's the people who combat those desires with opposite forces called "morals" that don't get nearly enough credit in this world.
If anybody thinks that their life is a joke, or that god is playing games with them, please don't lose sight of whats out there. You have something in you that nobody else has. Something unique. Something that will seperate you from everyone else in this world. It's in the good people that surround me that the light is the most visible. Whenever i see these people, i just know in my heart that they are going to make a difference in someones life in a positive way.
And that, my friends, is a darn good reason to wake up smiling in the morning : )
i love you all so much, please don't ever change for anyone.....
if only i could show how much you all mean to me....
I haven't had the greatest life, but I also haven't had the worst life. As I get older I realize more and more how important it is to be decent, and to do what is right no matter what. I've had some pretty bad luck lately, but I think that I have handled it well.
I also want to thank those people that greet the world with a smile everyday. Sometimes thats all it takes to turn a day from bad to good. As it's important for people who have a reason to smile everyday, it is equally, if not more important, for those who DONT have a reason to smile to try and find a couple seconds to get one in.
I really really hope that I have been good to everyone in my life. It's so easy to skip over the good and jump off with the devilish desires that every person possesses. Everyone has the desire to be a be bad person, but it's the people who combat those desires with opposite forces called "morals" that don't get nearly enough credit in this world.
If anybody thinks that their life is a joke, or that god is playing games with them, please don't lose sight of whats out there. You have something in you that nobody else has. Something unique. Something that will seperate you from everyone else in this world. It's in the good people that surround me that the light is the most visible. Whenever i see these people, i just know in my heart that they are going to make a difference in someones life in a positive way.
And that, my friends, is a darn good reason to wake up smiling in the morning : )
i love you all so much, please don't ever change for anyone.....
if only i could show how much you all mean to me....