Aug 05, 2004 19:55
Okay Today, I was supposed to go to Malik's grave. Bianca and Farron
were supposed to go with me, then they started giving me bullshit
excuses. "He's buried all the way in the back, I dont wanna walk back
there". On the two month-ary I dont care if I have to go by myself im
going. Ricardo went the other day and he put some flowers down and what
not. I want to go and do the same thing but I have no money for
flowers. Oh well...
So basically I did nothing. I was on my cam for a lil bit doing dumb
shit like...i drew a cow - and it looked like that Aardvark ummm Arthur
that be comin on PBS. Tommorrow Farron and B wanna see The
Village. Why should I go somewhere with them and they cant go to the
damn cemetary? Bianca came with me to the Funeral, she knew Malik
longer than I did. It wasn't even my idea to go.
Tommorrow ima go to my dads house as usual and do nothing but sit
around and be bored because...i dont know I highly doubt he'll let me
do anything. They've been giving me a lot more freedom since my friend
Kat commited suicide. Maybe they think i'll do something like that.
hmmmm what else? Talked to Andrew from GNC. He was telling me about how its rare for women to buy womens viagra at his store but yet they'll buy mens. He traded me his name tag for the pictures that me and kyera took at the mall. I am so bored, I dont know anyone on LJ at all except Bridgette. Wish I had more friends on it...