What you dont know
this weekend has been interesting. friday started out with hanging out with jess and then going to see alan. hadnt seen him in a while and it was cool. then, that night i went and picked up jonathan and met aria and some of his friends and we headed up to the drag strip. i was driving jonathans car and had a hella good time. especially those times doin a buck 20.
saturday i went to work and then came home and called dana. she went to eat so i hit jasen up for a while. then, she and i watched shrek. fun to spend time with her, but kind of weird when she kept texting the guy shes "seeing" and then uses me in an excuse to go see him... which she didnt end up doing. then sunday was all yardwork.
its been hard this last week with some stress going around. thursday night was good. ashley, nick, and i "studied".. puff, puff, pass. that took off some stress. dana suggested that i quit today. i have no idea what ill do about that. life is confusing right now. i need to take the sat but havnt even finished filling out the form yet. late fee! as a reference to an earlier entry, im still looking for that guiding light.
also, saturday night my mom came home drunk at like 1, and got depressed because the dogs got in the trashcan. pretty bad when she (who has attempted suicide) says that someone should just shoot her, or she should slit her wrists, or she should OD on pills (which she has). just more stress
saturday i went to work and then came home and called dana. she went to eat so i hit jasen up for a while. then, she and i watched shrek. fun to spend time with her, but kind of weird when she kept texting the guy shes "seeing" and then uses me in an excuse to go see him... which she didnt end up doing. then sunday was all yardwork.
its been hard this last week with some stress going around. thursday night was good. ashley, nick, and i "studied".. puff, puff, pass. that took off some stress. dana suggested that i quit today. i have no idea what ill do about that. life is confusing right now. i need to take the sat but havnt even finished filling out the form yet. late fee! as a reference to an earlier entry, im still looking for that guiding light.
also, saturday night my mom came home drunk at like 1, and got depressed because the dogs got in the trashcan. pretty bad when she (who has attempted suicide) says that someone should just shoot her, or she should slit her wrists, or she should OD on pills (which she has). just more stress