Going Out

[stygianchemical]

Can't feel the words anymore
Torn down and tattered whore
Used too many times before
Worth nothing more

Forgot what it's like to feel
Breathing again and to heal
Searing pain so unreal

Losing sense of ground
Something down too far found
Too tightly bound

A whisper in the wind
A memory of the past
Those wondrous times
That never last

Looking forward for that numb
That drug that enters thine veins
Feeling like going insane
Sensations too wild to handle
Too much before it stops

Let it fill the heart and soul
This darkness that fills the hole
Let the loneliness take control
Finding myself wondering
Trying to feel somewhat whole