i believe that when you are angry all the red corpuscles in your blood fight with the white ones
updat3z on t3h lyfz0r!
school out
its HOT!
last week i had a day or two where i was realizing my average-ivity
becuase im pretty av at everything
im av at a lot of things...but i think i'd rather be close-to-shit at some and super-good at others, rather than an all 'round mediocrity.
FO' INSTANCE
netball...yeahhhh i can play
music... yeahhh i spose a bit o that
work... well yeah i can do my job
school...i dont fail but the marks are av.
social life...not b00ming but its satisfying enough considering.
acting...not made for broadway but im not as hopeless as some.
does passion play a big part in being above-average at something?
maybe thats what i lack...
i'll go for a mighty hunt
but for now...nup.
ANWAY back to the point
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas feeling average
but the day before and yesterday i had a good time
after netball we went to the beach
we sat all picturesquely on a beach box and played some tunez and chatted
then went to wade in the water and threw blue tubing around
and then i played thong slap and was then pwned and shoved in the water
and then amzie and i tote got chris
and we was all lolWETlol!
i ended the night with a slurpie and thats LITTERAL icing on days resembling cakes.
yestersay was good too
gave blood
totally have track marks!
i saw millie and MAN do i miss that slut.
i had been too long
then lindie-pants drove me to st kilda where we walked along the beach
BUT IT WAS WINDY AND COLD
and i was screaming because i was wearing shorts and sand was being SHOT grain by grain onto my legs at SUPER high speeds
its was hilariously painful.
some old codger was filming it too.
i think becuase i got in the way of his shot, but...WOH EVAH!
we had these AMAZING chyps and the gave us lmaonayse with it.
linda and i are all? are j00 all nutz?
but NO they WERENT! best shit EVER to eat chyps with!
myyyyyyyyy goodness!
we talked for AGEZ and it was brill. and i wish it went longer but the parking ran out.
work.
i have brought a friend of mine into the muff brakkaz family
i DONT regret it at all
shes amazing at the job and i love the cunt
but she totally surpassed me and i feel almost threatened.
i dont quite know how to be better at this job.
i think this summer i will take the time to obsearve more intracate details
involving stock orders and things.
infact, possible ordering them myself if i am allowed.
or even help bake?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i havnt been online for AGES
and when i come on its for a short time
its a mixture finding something to do on here
and not being allowed on.
becuase althought i have cut down my internet time by at LEAST 70% if i hop on every other day for that hour or so out come these bastard parents yelling like they've been wainting, anticipating the oppertunity!
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING ON THERE ITS NOT HOMEWORK GET OFF YOU'RE SO SELFISH WHY ARENT YOU STUDYING YOU ARE FAILING HIT THE BOOKS AND CLEAN THE HOUUUUUUUUUUUUSE!"
alllllllllllllllllllllrighty!
no, you're right, its NOT homework
its the beginning of my HOLIDAYS where i will do some study but perhaps not TODAY and....hangon a second, what are YOU doing home?
why arent you at work ?
i had this play right?
they were 3 short plays by noel coward
i CANNOT believe they went ahead
so many porblems SO many issues with them
we had no one to act in them
no one to help
about 5-6 REALLY put this together
and then rest came for the bare minimum
i SUPPOSE im grateful
there's no use holding grudges against people
and pissing them off
it makes life so much harder.
i developed this new philosophy on life
its linked with the ultimadum of goals,
happiness.
but the thing is
its totally amazing in theory.
and its all...
yes... that is the way people should live.
but once put into practice. theres disapprovement.
theres flaws and faults like any other philosophy.
perhaps thats why there are so many and not just one
its one where you cant live it unless everyone else is.
lately i've had a BILLION (only a slight exaggeration) bad dreams
they have been horrible (oh my)
and i've woken up feeling the way i felt about something/someone in the dream, in real life
my iPod is sick
i have no discman batteries
and lack of music is becoming depressing
i never realised HOW much of a void it filled
i think i have to fully restore it, theres no going back this time.
last time this happend my brother did something to fix it.
but it wont do it again
so everything will be wiped....SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH
it will give me a chance to reorganise it.
but the thing is.
i have somemusic from some other people's computer on there
and i REALLY dont want to loose it.
but i suppose its already lost if im not able to listen to it now.
but then again, it should be hidden away in its folders.
i'll just have to have a day where i sit down and attack it
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i have to go hang some clothes out and then hit the gime with linda.
bio results were meh...
i've written a rather robust amount i think!
school out
its HOT!
last week i had a day or two where i was realizing my average-ivity
becuase im pretty av at everything
im av at a lot of things...but i think i'd rather be close-to-shit at some and super-good at others, rather than an all 'round mediocrity.
FO' INSTANCE
netball...yeahhhh i can play
music... yeahhh i spose a bit o that
work... well yeah i can do my job
school...i dont fail but the marks are av.
social life...not b00ming but its satisfying enough considering.
acting...not made for broadway but im not as hopeless as some.
does passion play a big part in being above-average at something?
maybe thats what i lack...
i'll go for a mighty hunt
but for now...nup.
ANWAY back to the point
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas feeling average
but the day before and yesterday i had a good time
after netball we went to the beach
we sat all picturesquely on a beach box and played some tunez and chatted
then went to wade in the water and threw blue tubing around
and then i played thong slap and was then pwned and shoved in the water
and then amzie and i tote got chris
and we was all lolWETlol!
i ended the night with a slurpie and thats LITTERAL icing on days resembling cakes.
yestersay was good too
gave blood
totally have track marks!
i saw millie and MAN do i miss that slut.
i had been too long
then lindie-pants drove me to st kilda where we walked along the beach
BUT IT WAS WINDY AND COLD
and i was screaming because i was wearing shorts and sand was being SHOT grain by grain onto my legs at SUPER high speeds
its was hilariously painful.
some old codger was filming it too.
i think becuase i got in the way of his shot, but...WOH EVAH!
we had these AMAZING chyps and the gave us lmaonayse with it.
linda and i are all? are j00 all nutz?
but NO they WERENT! best shit EVER to eat chyps with!
myyyyyyyyy goodness!
we talked for AGEZ and it was brill. and i wish it went longer but the parking ran out.
work.
i have brought a friend of mine into the muff brakkaz family
i DONT regret it at all
shes amazing at the job and i love the cunt
but she totally surpassed me and i feel almost threatened.
i dont quite know how to be better at this job.
i think this summer i will take the time to obsearve more intracate details
involving stock orders and things.
infact, possible ordering them myself if i am allowed.
or even help bake?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i havnt been online for AGES
and when i come on its for a short time
its a mixture finding something to do on here
and not being allowed on.
becuase althought i have cut down my internet time by at LEAST 70% if i hop on every other day for that hour or so out come these bastard parents yelling like they've been wainting, anticipating the oppertunity!
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING ON THERE ITS NOT HOMEWORK GET OFF YOU'RE SO SELFISH WHY ARENT YOU STUDYING YOU ARE FAILING HIT THE BOOKS AND CLEAN THE HOUUUUUUUUUUUUSE!"
alllllllllllllllllllllrighty!
no, you're right, its NOT homework
its the beginning of my HOLIDAYS where i will do some study but perhaps not TODAY and....hangon a second, what are YOU doing home?
why arent you at work ?
i had this play right?
they were 3 short plays by noel coward
i CANNOT believe they went ahead
so many porblems SO many issues with them
we had no one to act in them
no one to help
about 5-6 REALLY put this together
and then rest came for the bare minimum
i SUPPOSE im grateful
there's no use holding grudges against people
and pissing them off
it makes life so much harder.
i developed this new philosophy on life
its linked with the ultimadum of goals,
happiness.
but the thing is
its totally amazing in theory.
and its all...
yes... that is the way people should live.
but once put into practice. theres disapprovement.
theres flaws and faults like any other philosophy.
perhaps thats why there are so many and not just one
its one where you cant live it unless everyone else is.
lately i've had a BILLION (only a slight exaggeration) bad dreams
they have been horrible (oh my)
and i've woken up feeling the way i felt about something/someone in the dream, in real life
my iPod is sick
i have no discman batteries
and lack of music is becoming depressing
i never realised HOW much of a void it filled
i think i have to fully restore it, theres no going back this time.
last time this happend my brother did something to fix it.
but it wont do it again
so everything will be wiped....SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH
it will give me a chance to reorganise it.
but the thing is.
i have somemusic from some other people's computer on there
and i REALLY dont want to loose it.
but i suppose its already lost if im not able to listen to it now.
but then again, it should be hidden away in its folders.
i'll just have to have a day where i sit down and attack it
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i have to go hang some clothes out and then hit the gime with linda.
bio results were meh...
i've written a rather robust amount i think!