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Hellooo so im at work right now and im really bored. There is nobody in the pool which is good because i get to surf the internet. My second free warped tour was yesterday and I didn't like it at all. The only two bands I liked were Horse The Band and You In Series. Thursday im dissapointed in you. Sorry for anybody who was hanging out with me at warped tour because I was in a really bad mood:( It just wasnt my day. Im gonna try to get as many people as possible riding go carts this saturday. Comment on this if your down... thats the only way i can get people to comment on my shit. Lately ive felt like ive been in second place... as a matter of fact Ive always felt like ive been second place or worse. Theres always someone better and cooler than me that everyone wants to see. Theres nothing special about me at all. I wish there was. It just feels like nobody gives a crap about me. And thats why ive been wanting a girlfriend lately... just because i want someone who cares about me. I cant vent or talk to anybody because i have trust issues. And i need someone i can trust. Its not yall... its me. its just because ive been shit on a lot and its not helping my already bad trust issues. Ive just felt like staying home lately and when i actually tell myself "stuart go out tonight and have fun" when i get out all i want to do is go home. If i had someone to talk to I probably wouldnt be making this livejournal post.